pointless
loneliness:
Adjective:
1. Without companions. 2. Unfrequented by people; desolate: a lonely crossroads. 3. Dejected by the awareness of being alone.
yeah so that should describe how i feel i just really want to write a pointless entry of how my day went not forgetting any detail. well here goes. my brother called me up at 9 in the morning we chatted and i found out that his girlfriend is an actress and he went with her to an audition recently and how she likes broadway. and since i have some interest in broadway now i know when i meet her next month we can talk about something. well after that dana called and she came over for about. then dana and i walked to school together.
when i went into lunch i saw EVERYONE i had NO idea that like andrew, stehpanie, christine, jonny, nathalie, bianca, antione, mikada, paola & jose all were in my lunch period now im gonna go in 5th everyday. i felt so weird everyone was dragging me over to their table. i felt so confuzed though cause i havent been in the lunchroom since freshman year. and its such a big difference my first time coming into the lunchroom freshman year i didnt know anyone i had no one to sit with it was horrible. but its surprising that i actually have friends a year and a half later.
in math today we had a test i KNOW i definately either got a 100 or in the 90's.
in mystery we did our dialogues using our vocabulary words and i was working with steven and omg i am the biggest liar its not like i say to myself in the morning "okay nessya today you are going to tell lies to random people" it just comes out because the truth is much less interesting. yeah so steven complimented me on how he thought i was smart and why im taking this class and i told him because last year i was absent 1/2 a year because my mom was in the hospitol due to a horrible car crash but she's thankfully much better its amazing what technology can do these days with her prostetic leg and all his question came right in time because if the bell wouldnt have rung i would have laughed in his face.
in fashion design i realize i can draw i mean jeanie can draw for me. i love art i love the people in art the whole table makes me laugh and i feel so at home with them hard to explain but i love that class.
in spanish we had a test and i TOTALLY forgot thank god for you jason! he really helped me... but i couldnt help it i lied to mrs.meitner i wrote down pero instead of perro in the dictation part and i told her its cause my 11 year old shitzu is very ill with a thyrode problem and my dads thinking of putting her to sleep and thats all i can think about. so she didnt take points off...
in gym i felt so bad for lying i confessed to a random asian who i dont think understood me that i cheated on my spanish tests in multiple ways she nodded her head and continued to talk to her friend in fob language. gym is one that i absolutely LOVE as well. i love hannah and gracie and sarah and stacy and chastity EVERYONE i just LOVE them they make me feel soo happy and hysterical in bursts of laughter. gym is ALWAYS hilarious....
in global mrs.k was such a bitch and she swtiched the seats around w/e now dana and faisal sit next to me... thank god that hatian dick sits in the back i fucking HATE him. yeah i have a quiz tomorrow.
mr.gibson looked so sexy today oh man i think im forming a crush on him. hahah what trinel and krystal say are so hilarious their so fucking stupid thank god i have jose and sofia to make fun of them with but shhh.
after school i walked home with gagandeep... came home to find out my dad told letty to clean the whole house except for MY ROOM and then i looked in my fridge and there was NOTHING in it. i went into an emotional break down and started to cry hysterically on my kitchen floor which is when princess came to me and i swear she licked my tears... i know it was cause she was hungry but still it made me feel sooo much better... then i fed her lol
then bianca called me and wanted her sweater so i met with her and mariah at arbys and we chilled i stole mariahs rabbit food then i went back to their apartment and was with bianca as she attempted to do laundry then i walked home and saw ryan on the way waiting for some people by the bus stop he stopped and chatted with me and walked me home... rachel IS right ryan is EVERYONES best friend. now i just got home and im hungry with no food in the house and a mother i cant get into touch with and homework and labs that have to be done.
wow i doubt ANYONE will read all this
Adjective:
1. Without companions. 2. Unfrequented by people; desolate: a lonely crossroads. 3. Dejected by the awareness of being alone.
yeah so that should describe how i feel i just really want to write a pointless entry of how my day went not forgetting any detail. well here goes. my brother called me up at 9 in the morning we chatted and i found out that his girlfriend is an actress and he went with her to an audition recently and how she likes broadway. and since i have some interest in broadway now i know when i meet her next month we can talk about something. well after that dana called and she came over for about. then dana and i walked to school together.
when i went into lunch i saw EVERYONE i had NO idea that like andrew, stehpanie, christine, jonny, nathalie, bianca, antione, mikada, paola & jose all were in my lunch period now im gonna go in 5th everyday. i felt so weird everyone was dragging me over to their table. i felt so confuzed though cause i havent been in the lunchroom since freshman year. and its such a big difference my first time coming into the lunchroom freshman year i didnt know anyone i had no one to sit with it was horrible. but its surprising that i actually have friends a year and a half later.
in math today we had a test i KNOW i definately either got a 100 or in the 90's.
in mystery we did our dialogues using our vocabulary words and i was working with steven and omg i am the biggest liar its not like i say to myself in the morning "okay nessya today you are going to tell lies to random people" it just comes out because the truth is much less interesting. yeah so steven complimented me on how he thought i was smart and why im taking this class and i told him because last year i was absent 1/2 a year because my mom was in the hospitol due to a horrible car crash but she's thankfully much better its amazing what technology can do these days with her prostetic leg and all his question came right in time because if the bell wouldnt have rung i would have laughed in his face.
in fashion design i realize i can draw i mean jeanie can draw for me. i love art i love the people in art the whole table makes me laugh and i feel so at home with them hard to explain but i love that class.
in spanish we had a test and i TOTALLY forgot thank god for you jason! he really helped me... but i couldnt help it i lied to mrs.meitner i wrote down pero instead of perro in the dictation part and i told her its cause my 11 year old shitzu is very ill with a thyrode problem and my dads thinking of putting her to sleep and thats all i can think about. so she didnt take points off...
in gym i felt so bad for lying i confessed to a random asian who i dont think understood me that i cheated on my spanish tests in multiple ways she nodded her head and continued to talk to her friend in fob language. gym is one that i absolutely LOVE as well. i love hannah and gracie and sarah and stacy and chastity EVERYONE i just LOVE them they make me feel soo happy and hysterical in bursts of laughter. gym is ALWAYS hilarious....
in global mrs.k was such a bitch and she swtiched the seats around w/e now dana and faisal sit next to me... thank god that hatian dick sits in the back i fucking HATE him. yeah i have a quiz tomorrow.
mr.gibson looked so sexy today oh man i think im forming a crush on him. hahah what trinel and krystal say are so hilarious their so fucking stupid thank god i have jose and sofia to make fun of them with but shhh.
after school i walked home with gagandeep... came home to find out my dad told letty to clean the whole house except for MY ROOM and then i looked in my fridge and there was NOTHING in it. i went into an emotional break down and started to cry hysterically on my kitchen floor which is when princess came to me and i swear she licked my tears... i know it was cause she was hungry but still it made me feel sooo much better... then i fed her lol
then bianca called me and wanted her sweater so i met with her and mariah at arbys and we chilled i stole mariahs rabbit food then i went back to their apartment and was with bianca as she attempted to do laundry then i walked home and saw ryan on the way waiting for some people by the bus stop he stopped and chatted with me and walked me home... rachel IS right ryan is EVERYONES best friend. now i just got home and im hungry with no food in the house and a mother i cant get into touch with and homework and labs that have to be done.
wow i doubt ANYONE will read all this