Feb 12, 2005 00:45
ahh i cant believe i havent been on lj for so long. myspace is a real bad addiction. well tonight was really awesome until my pms-y mood ruined things for me. its like i looked at everything all pessimisticly and i got so jealous of everyone who wasnt feeling like i was. im sorry you guys (if youre reading this) that i was bitchy and ehh. yeah well mario convinced me to come with him to see slipknot... how he did that i have no idea. i KNOW i will dread every moment of it. well hes paying for my ticket anyway and chances are it is just another one of his compulsive lies. i finally wrote a letter to johnny. it had EVERYTHING ive been wanting to say to him the past few months... like how much i miss him and how it upsets me too that weve drifted but theres nothing i can do. and i just ehh wanted him to know that if he needed me i was there. cause i know the shit thats been going on with his fam. in jersey isnt what he needs right now... i just wish we didnt drift. he's such an awesome friend.
well yeah my sisters coming tomorrow with daisy twill be a lot of fun. my brothers here already and i just cant wait to have a full house. im anticipating a really cool family fun fulled weekend. i wish i lived in the brady bunch house hold.