Imperfections are the best 7/?
Originally posted by hanabi_tales at Imperfections are the best 7/?
Title:Imperfections are the best
Author:hanabi_tales
Rating:Pg-13-R
Summary: Youngjae has always been self conscious about his weight, but what hes even more self conscious about is his best friend Daehyun finding out that hes in love with him. Youngjae doesn't know how much longer he can put up a front and keep avoiding Daehyun in fear that he will find out. Will his constant anxiety cost him the one thing that's the most precious to him, their friendship, or will he just simply grow some balls and tell his best friend what's going on, rather he accepts him or not.
Stunned. That was the only thing Youngjae was feeling right now. Absolutely. Unbelievably. Freakin stunned.
He could not believe that Daehyun actually kissed him back. The boy that he'd been in love with for three years actually kissed him back. He thought for sure that the older would push him off like he did the last time, but he was unexpectedly proven wrong and god could he not be more happier about being wrong for a change.
And it wasn't just a simple little peck on the lips. It was a really really heated, breath takenly, hot, kiss. With tounge, and groping, and rubbing against one another, and-
Youngjae tried to shake away the heated thoughts as he entered his last class of the day. He hoped he still didn't look to flustered with swollen lips and a burning face as he took his seat next to Junhong and Jongup who were currently in their own world at the moment.
"Hey Youngjae!" Junghong beamed as soon as he caught sight of the older. "We were looking for you but you weren't at your locker. Something happen?" he asked a bit concerned.
"N-No!" Youngjae stammered, praying that he didn't seem to obvious. "Nothing happened Junhong, I was just in the bathroom.." Youngjae could feel his face burn up from the heated memory of what just happened with Daehyun only a few moments ago.
"Bathroom? You got diarreah?" Jongup spoke up out of nowhere.
Youngjae's eyes grew wide at the younger's sudden statement. Embarressed by his careless choice of words.
"Yah Moon Jongup! Don't talk like that! It's gross!" the older retorted, his face now flustered for a whole different reason.
Jongup's brows raised in surprised, obviously not expecting that to come out of the older's mouth. " Sorry, I just thought that might've been it, don't get your panties in a bunch."
Youngjae's cheeks turned a dark shade of red as he heard Junhong snicker beside him. "Jongup-ah! You-"
"Alright class turn around and at least pretend like your here to learn something." their teacher spoke in a casual tone, gaining soft laugs from the other students.
Youngjae didn't find anything funny right now. His best friend just kissed him. Really kissed him, and on top of that Jongup decided today of all days to be gross.
He tapped his pencil impatiently as he waited for time to go by, glancing up at the clock every so often. Just as the teacher was getting into something along the lines of animal biology or whatever, Youngjae couldn't find himself to care right now, his phone vibrated indicating that he just got a new message.
From:The Idiot
Hey! Can I come over today?
Youngjae could feel the bottom of his lips pull into a small grin as he replied with a "sure."
~
Daehyun was going into a frenzy as he made his way to the soccer field for practice.
He realized he just kissed Youngjae, and he was well aware that the younger kissed him back and he actually liked it. He like the way the other felt against his lips, kissing him, touching him, making him feel like no girl has ever made him feel before.
Just the mere thought of what he wanted to do to the younger turned him on even more. He wanted Youngjae, and to be quite frank, if he wasn't the soccer captain given all of the responsibilites that he had to take care of, he would barge right through Youngjae's front door and pin him against the wall.
Daehyun exhaled slowly as he tried to catch his breath. He was getting a little too excited right now, and he knew he wouldn't be able to keep up an act around his team mates. He breathed in and out at a steady pace as he tried to catch his composure.
Daehyun didn't really know what he wanted to do with Youngjae but he knew that he had to do something. If Youngjae was anything like he was earlier than Daehyun just knew that he had been caught.
The idea thrilled him to no end. He couldn't wait to face the younger and get some well deserved answers out of him. At least that's what he hoped would go as planned. The only thing that Daehyun wanted to do right now was make Youngjae his.
~
Youngjae was once again pacing nervously in his room as he waited for the older. He could hear his brother saying something about going out and would be back later. That was the least of his concerns right now. Youngjae knew that Daehyun wanted to talk, amongst other things, but that was the top priority right now.
He knew that Daehyun was going to bombard him with all kinds of questions and although Younjgae didn't exactly know how he was going to answer them, he knew he would just do it truthfully.
He would answer from the heart.
He knew that he was taking a big risk by splaying all of his feelings out on the table, but he just couldn't seem to find himself to care at the moment. He'd been in love with the older for too long now, and if Daehyun was going to repsond back, than he was just going to have to take one hell of a risk.
His heart stopped as he heard a familiar sound and few voices being exchanged, before the sound of a door was shut. It looks like Himchan was just leaving out just as Daehyun was coming in. He heard foot steps making their way up the stairs and he braced himself.
Youngjae realized he was holding his breath as he waited for the older to enter his room. The minute he heard a light knock on the door, Youngjae swung the door open, meeting eyes with a very amused Daehyun.
"Looking for me?" The older chuckled smiling.
Youngjae smiled back as he stepped to the side to let the other in. " Ofcourse idiot who else?" he joked rolling his eyes playfully.
"Yah Yoo Youngjae! What did I say about talking down to me. I'm still older by the way." Daehyun faked mocked annoyance. Slowly closing the gap between them.
Younjae just shrugged, licking his lips at the anticipation that was running through him. The older was so far into his personal space, Youngjae barely found himself having any space to breath.
He loved it.
Daehyun smirked as he met gazes with the other. They made brief eye contact as he placed both hands on either side of the younger's hips, teasing the skin underneath his shirt lightly.
"So.." The older started in.
"So..?" Youngjae replied with a smirk of his own.
And before either one of them knew it, Daehyun had Youngjae pinned up against the wall, capturing his lips in a rough, heated kiss. All thoughts of talking forgotten.
Youngjae moaned at the slight throb of pain when his head hit the wall. He couldn't care less at the moment, with the way Daehyun was holding him, kissing him, how his rough, calloused fingers were touching every piece of skin that he could get to, Youngjae could only find himself groaning at the other's ministrations.
"God Dae- Ah!" Youngjae whined loudly, sucking his bottom lip in between his teeth as the older took a pecuiliar patch of skin into his teeth, sinking them in deeply and rubbing the peice of flesh harshly between them. Youngjae moaned at the sudden action, almost unable to keep himself upright as the older had his way, leaving dark, bruised marks all over his neck and collar bone.
"Youngjae.." Daehyun groaned. Once again catching the other's lips with his own. This time kissing him with more passion, tenderly rubbing his lips across the others.
And as much as Youngjae really loved all of the soft touches, he wanted it rough, to feel just how much Daehyun wanted him right here and now. He roughly grabbed the back of the older's neck and crushed their lips together in a demanding, bruising kiss.
The older responded kindly as he took the initiative to slip his tounge into the other's mouth, rolling it against the younger's and pushing it back with more force.
Youngjae found himself gasping for air but kept going. He breathed harshly out of his nose as he kissed the older deeper, harder, wanting to feel every part of the older's mouth just as he did earlier. Younjae gripped his fingers tightly into the older's hair, gripping the soft strands harder as he panted for more.
Daehyun smiled into the kiss as he backed them both onto Youngjae's soft mattress, tangling themselves in each other's limbs, pressing themselves even harder against each other as they tried to accomodate their new position.
Daehyun raised the younger's shirt up higher as he took one hand and squeezed the other's thigh sensually. Loving the way the other moaned his name softly, giving in to his touches.
Youngjae nipped at the older's neck, getting a low groan in return. He could hear Daehyun basically growl his name as he pushed his legs apart further, nestling comfortably bewteen his legs.
Daehyun grunted loudly as he started to grinned against the younger's very prominent erection, moaning contently at the loud mewls escaping from the others mouth. Youngjae met his thrust head on as he subconciously bucked his hips to rut against the others. Both boys let out pleasured moans, loud enough for the neighbors to hear.
"Angh! Daehyun! Daehyun off!" the younger whine loudly, tugging at the older's jeans.
Daehyun chuckled lightly, breathing hot air into the other's ear, sending hot shivers down his spine. "Want my pants off do you?" he said through heated pants.
The younger only whined louder, not really in the mood for teasing.
Just as Youngjae was unclasping the older's belt and reaching his hand down into the soft fabric of his boxers he could hear the sound of a door being opened and a familiar voice.
"Jae-yah! Honey, I finally made it back!"
"SHIT!" Youngjae screeched, throwing the older right off of him, trying to fix his hairthe best he could so that it would at least appear that he hadn't been doing anything.
Daehyun looked dumbfounded as he layed on the floor, eyes glazed over, hair disheaveled, and face a pink flush with his fly partially opened.
Youngjae mentally groaned at the older as he quickly pointed to the older's opened fly.
"Daehyun my mom is back! Could you.. Please take care of that!"
At first Daehyun didn't really know what the younger was referring to, he was so delirious at the moment he hadn't quite heard him, but than he heard footsteps on their way up the stairs and he quickly scrambled to his feet, zipping his jeans and fixing his hair, trying to look as casual as he could keeping his spot at the foot of Youngjae's bed, right there on the floor.
Youngjae sighed deeply as he heard his mother knock on the door and peeped in. " Honey, dinner will be ready in a little bit- Oh hi Daehyun!" the older women beamed as she opened the door slightly. " I didn't know you were coming over for a visit, are you staying for dinner?"
" Well, uh, I-" Daehyun stuttered not really sure how to answer at the moment.
"Of course he is mom. Hes staying the night." Youngjae suddenly interjected.
This caught Daehyun's attention. He knew that there was a lot that needed to be said between the both of them, but he was not expecting this. Especially not after what happened just a few seconds ago. He honestly didn't know if he would be able to control himself long enough to have an actual talk.
"Oh? Is that true honey?" Mrs. Yoo's smile brightened.
"Uh, Yes mame. I know it's been a while but I-"
"Oh none sense." Mrs. Yoo laughed waving him off. " You know your family. Anytime you want to come over and stay your are more than welcomed to. Youngjae do you have an extra change of clothes and everything ready for him?"
"Yeah, thanks mom. We'll be down in a bit." Youngjae said smiling warmly at his mother. He really loved his mom, but she was being a real cock block right now. Bless her soul, she doesn't know a thing.
Mrs. Yoo nodded approvingly before flashing both boys one final smile and closing the door behind her. Daehyun respectively bowed one last time, thanking her.
Both boys let out an exasperated sigh before turning towards each other.
"Moms back, so now what?" Youngjae asked, already knowing where this conversation was going.
"Now?" Daehyun questioned with a smug grin. "Now we talk."
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Okayyyyyy I don't think that this chapter is any longer than the last. I'm really sorry ^^' I hope I didn't dissapoint.
I was in the midst of eating chicken and turnip greens, they were just delicious :)
So what do you think so far? I wanted to make this part and the next part all into one chapter but honestly I got lazy and thought I should make you guys wait for it. Sorry again ^^'
I hope this chapter will do for now and I promise to make the next update worth it I hope 0_0'
And thank you guys for giving me your blessings. My aunt doesn't seem to be doing that much better but it looks like shes trying to fight her way through like she always does. Shes alot older now but she still has some fight left in her. I love her to death and I really don't want to see her go just yet T^T
But thank you guys seriously I really do appreciate all of the sweet comments see you soon, god bless
With love <3
~Hanabi
Title:Imperfections are the best
Author:hanabi_tales
Rating:Pg-13-R
Summary: Youngjae has always been self conscious about his weight, but what hes even more self conscious about is his best friend Daehyun finding out that hes in love with him. Youngjae doesn't know how much longer he can put up a front and keep avoiding Daehyun in fear that he will find out. Will his constant anxiety cost him the one thing that's the most precious to him, their friendship, or will he just simply grow some balls and tell his best friend what's going on, rather he accepts him or not.
Stunned. That was the only thing Youngjae was feeling right now. Absolutely. Unbelievably. Freakin stunned.
He could not believe that Daehyun actually kissed him back. The boy that he'd been in love with for three years actually kissed him back. He thought for sure that the older would push him off like he did the last time, but he was unexpectedly proven wrong and god could he not be more happier about being wrong for a change.
And it wasn't just a simple little peck on the lips. It was a really really heated, breath takenly, hot, kiss. With tounge, and groping, and rubbing against one another, and-
Youngjae tried to shake away the heated thoughts as he entered his last class of the day. He hoped he still didn't look to flustered with swollen lips and a burning face as he took his seat next to Junhong and Jongup who were currently in their own world at the moment.
"Hey Youngjae!" Junghong beamed as soon as he caught sight of the older. "We were looking for you but you weren't at your locker. Something happen?" he asked a bit concerned.
"N-No!" Youngjae stammered, praying that he didn't seem to obvious. "Nothing happened Junhong, I was just in the bathroom.." Youngjae could feel his face burn up from the heated memory of what just happened with Daehyun only a few moments ago.
"Bathroom? You got diarreah?" Jongup spoke up out of nowhere.
Youngjae's eyes grew wide at the younger's sudden statement. Embarressed by his careless choice of words.
"Yah Moon Jongup! Don't talk like that! It's gross!" the older retorted, his face now flustered for a whole different reason.
Jongup's brows raised in surprised, obviously not expecting that to come out of the older's mouth. " Sorry, I just thought that might've been it, don't get your panties in a bunch."
Youngjae's cheeks turned a dark shade of red as he heard Junhong snicker beside him. "Jongup-ah! You-"
"Alright class turn around and at least pretend like your here to learn something." their teacher spoke in a casual tone, gaining soft laugs from the other students.
Youngjae didn't find anything funny right now. His best friend just kissed him. Really kissed him, and on top of that Jongup decided today of all days to be gross.
He tapped his pencil impatiently as he waited for time to go by, glancing up at the clock every so often. Just as the teacher was getting into something along the lines of animal biology or whatever, Youngjae couldn't find himself to care right now, his phone vibrated indicating that he just got a new message.
From:The Idiot
Hey! Can I come over today?
Youngjae could feel the bottom of his lips pull into a small grin as he replied with a "sure."
~
Daehyun was going into a frenzy as he made his way to the soccer field for practice.
He realized he just kissed Youngjae, and he was well aware that the younger kissed him back and he actually liked it. He like the way the other felt against his lips, kissing him, touching him, making him feel like no girl has ever made him feel before.
Just the mere thought of what he wanted to do to the younger turned him on even more. He wanted Youngjae, and to be quite frank, if he wasn't the soccer captain given all of the responsibilites that he had to take care of, he would barge right through Youngjae's front door and pin him against the wall.
Daehyun exhaled slowly as he tried to catch his breath. He was getting a little too excited right now, and he knew he wouldn't be able to keep up an act around his team mates. He breathed in and out at a steady pace as he tried to catch his composure.
Daehyun didn't really know what he wanted to do with Youngjae but he knew that he had to do something. If Youngjae was anything like he was earlier than Daehyun just knew that he had been caught.
The idea thrilled him to no end. He couldn't wait to face the younger and get some well deserved answers out of him. At least that's what he hoped would go as planned. The only thing that Daehyun wanted to do right now was make Youngjae his.
~
Youngjae was once again pacing nervously in his room as he waited for the older. He could hear his brother saying something about going out and would be back later. That was the least of his concerns right now. Youngjae knew that Daehyun wanted to talk, amongst other things, but that was the top priority right now.
He knew that Daehyun was going to bombard him with all kinds of questions and although Younjgae didn't exactly know how he was going to answer them, he knew he would just do it truthfully.
He would answer from the heart.
He knew that he was taking a big risk by splaying all of his feelings out on the table, but he just couldn't seem to find himself to care at the moment. He'd been in love with the older for too long now, and if Daehyun was going to repsond back, than he was just going to have to take one hell of a risk.
His heart stopped as he heard a familiar sound and few voices being exchanged, before the sound of a door was shut. It looks like Himchan was just leaving out just as Daehyun was coming in. He heard foot steps making their way up the stairs and he braced himself.
Youngjae realized he was holding his breath as he waited for the older to enter his room. The minute he heard a light knock on the door, Youngjae swung the door open, meeting eyes with a very amused Daehyun.
"Looking for me?" The older chuckled smiling.
Youngjae smiled back as he stepped to the side to let the other in. " Ofcourse idiot who else?" he joked rolling his eyes playfully.
"Yah Yoo Youngjae! What did I say about talking down to me. I'm still older by the way." Daehyun faked mocked annoyance. Slowly closing the gap between them.
Younjae just shrugged, licking his lips at the anticipation that was running through him. The older was so far into his personal space, Youngjae barely found himself having any space to breath.
He loved it.
Daehyun smirked as he met gazes with the other. They made brief eye contact as he placed both hands on either side of the younger's hips, teasing the skin underneath his shirt lightly.
"So.." The older started in.
"So..?" Youngjae replied with a smirk of his own.
And before either one of them knew it, Daehyun had Youngjae pinned up against the wall, capturing his lips in a rough, heated kiss. All thoughts of talking forgotten.
Youngjae moaned at the slight throb of pain when his head hit the wall. He couldn't care less at the moment, with the way Daehyun was holding him, kissing him, how his rough, calloused fingers were touching every piece of skin that he could get to, Youngjae could only find himself groaning at the other's ministrations.
"God Dae- Ah!" Youngjae whined loudly, sucking his bottom lip in between his teeth as the older took a pecuiliar patch of skin into his teeth, sinking them in deeply and rubbing the peice of flesh harshly between them. Youngjae moaned at the sudden action, almost unable to keep himself upright as the older had his way, leaving dark, bruised marks all over his neck and collar bone.
"Youngjae.." Daehyun groaned. Once again catching the other's lips with his own. This time kissing him with more passion, tenderly rubbing his lips across the others.
And as much as Youngjae really loved all of the soft touches, he wanted it rough, to feel just how much Daehyun wanted him right here and now. He roughly grabbed the back of the older's neck and crushed their lips together in a demanding, bruising kiss.
The older responded kindly as he took the initiative to slip his tounge into the other's mouth, rolling it against the younger's and pushing it back with more force.
Youngjae found himself gasping for air but kept going. He breathed harshly out of his nose as he kissed the older deeper, harder, wanting to feel every part of the older's mouth just as he did earlier. Younjae gripped his fingers tightly into the older's hair, gripping the soft strands harder as he panted for more.
Daehyun smiled into the kiss as he backed them both onto Youngjae's soft mattress, tangling themselves in each other's limbs, pressing themselves even harder against each other as they tried to accomodate their new position.
Daehyun raised the younger's shirt up higher as he took one hand and squeezed the other's thigh sensually. Loving the way the other moaned his name softly, giving in to his touches.
Youngjae nipped at the older's neck, getting a low groan in return. He could hear Daehyun basically growl his name as he pushed his legs apart further, nestling comfortably bewteen his legs.
Daehyun grunted loudly as he started to grinned against the younger's very prominent erection, moaning contently at the loud mewls escaping from the others mouth. Youngjae met his thrust head on as he subconciously bucked his hips to rut against the others. Both boys let out pleasured moans, loud enough for the neighbors to hear.
"Angh! Daehyun! Daehyun off!" the younger whine loudly, tugging at the older's jeans.
Daehyun chuckled lightly, breathing hot air into the other's ear, sending hot shivers down his spine. "Want my pants off do you?" he said through heated pants.
The younger only whined louder, not really in the mood for teasing.
Just as Youngjae was unclasping the older's belt and reaching his hand down into the soft fabric of his boxers he could hear the sound of a door being opened and a familiar voice.
"Jae-yah! Honey, I finally made it back!"
"SHIT!" Youngjae screeched, throwing the older right off of him, trying to fix his hairthe best he could so that it would at least appear that he hadn't been doing anything.
Daehyun looked dumbfounded as he layed on the floor, eyes glazed over, hair disheaveled, and face a pink flush with his fly partially opened.
Youngjae mentally groaned at the older as he quickly pointed to the older's opened fly.
"Daehyun my mom is back! Could you.. Please take care of that!"
At first Daehyun didn't really know what the younger was referring to, he was so delirious at the moment he hadn't quite heard him, but than he heard footsteps on their way up the stairs and he quickly scrambled to his feet, zipping his jeans and fixing his hair, trying to look as casual as he could keeping his spot at the foot of Youngjae's bed, right there on the floor.
Youngjae sighed deeply as he heard his mother knock on the door and peeped in. " Honey, dinner will be ready in a little bit- Oh hi Daehyun!" the older women beamed as she opened the door slightly. " I didn't know you were coming over for a visit, are you staying for dinner?"
" Well, uh, I-" Daehyun stuttered not really sure how to answer at the moment.
"Of course he is mom. Hes staying the night." Youngjae suddenly interjected.
This caught Daehyun's attention. He knew that there was a lot that needed to be said between the both of them, but he was not expecting this. Especially not after what happened just a few seconds ago. He honestly didn't know if he would be able to control himself long enough to have an actual talk.
"Oh? Is that true honey?" Mrs. Yoo's smile brightened.
"Uh, Yes mame. I know it's been a while but I-"
"Oh none sense." Mrs. Yoo laughed waving him off. " You know your family. Anytime you want to come over and stay your are more than welcomed to. Youngjae do you have an extra change of clothes and everything ready for him?"
"Yeah, thanks mom. We'll be down in a bit." Youngjae said smiling warmly at his mother. He really loved his mom, but she was being a real cock block right now. Bless her soul, she doesn't know a thing.
Mrs. Yoo nodded approvingly before flashing both boys one final smile and closing the door behind her. Daehyun respectively bowed one last time, thanking her.
Both boys let out an exasperated sigh before turning towards each other.
"Moms back, so now what?" Youngjae asked, already knowing where this conversation was going.
"Now?" Daehyun questioned with a smug grin. "Now we talk."
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Okayyyyyy I don't think that this chapter is any longer than the last. I'm really sorry ^^' I hope I didn't dissapoint.
I was in the midst of eating chicken and turnip greens, they were just delicious :)
So what do you think so far? I wanted to make this part and the next part all into one chapter but honestly I got lazy and thought I should make you guys wait for it. Sorry again ^^'
I hope this chapter will do for now and I promise to make the next update worth it I hope 0_0'
And thank you guys for giving me your blessings. My aunt doesn't seem to be doing that much better but it looks like shes trying to fight her way through like she always does. Shes alot older now but she still has some fight left in her. I love her to death and I really don't want to see her go just yet T^T
But thank you guys seriously I really do appreciate all of the sweet comments see you soon, god bless
With love <3
~Hanabi