May 12, 2007 18:16
It's been a while since i've made an entry. All week i haven't really been doing too much. I booked off the whole week from work...and now i realize, i didn't really need to. I still felt like i needed it though...i'm starting to realize a lot of things..like the importance of doing things for myself, not for anyone else. I feel like i've come out of some sort of shell in the past couple of weeks. I'm not just going to sit on my ass and do nothing for myself. I'm starting to make plans for my future, and getting more ideas...and plans to basically improve everything in my life. I felt like giving up when i found out i failed math. That wasn't cool at all...and i felt really discouraged from trying again. At least i passed my Women's Studies course though...But I find now that i can think more clearly. (there's a whole lot of reasoning behind all of this which i'm not willing to share on here).
Anyways, off topic. Last night was marie-anne and cayla's b-day thinger at Pasta La Vista. Flaming shots was interesting. Then we went to the O.C and stuff. I didn't really get drunk at all..just 3 shots that whole night. But that's ok, i felt like i didn't need it.
But yeah.. i feel like i need a HUGE change in my life. And i have the feeling that it's going to happen....because i've got things up my sleeve...hehehe.