Shoot for the moon..even if you miss, you'll land among the stars

Oct 05, 2006 21:04

I don't really know what to say about my life right now, other than the fact that I feel like i've come to a ginormous hault of some sort..I guess it's because for the first time in my life, i'm pretty much FREE. But this is temporary. I know sometimes I complain about my life being somewhat empty right now, but I think that it's good for my mental health, because I have lots of "me" time..I love how lately i've been free to just go for evening walks alone (as loserish as it sounds) and just...Be. (Completely off topic, but I thought I should add that life with an Mp3 player is so much happier.) I'm trying to love every moment of my somewhat empty life, because I got accepted to U of M and i'll be going there in January. Boy, do I ever NOT miss high school...I was just there to pick up my yearbook, and as soon as we got into the library, I just got this sick feeling..I can't wait to start my life over again, somewhere new. My trip to Austria is less than a year away now, and I keep getting more and more excited. The thing that breaks my heart is that this year will be my last year ever doing gymnastics. After Austria...i'm done...forever.. :( The end to my life changing experience of being a rhythmic gymnast, which included by far the best moments of my life. It got me through the toughest times that I was having outside of gymnastics and made me forget about all of my friend/boy problems. Anyways...before I start getting too emotional and weird, i'm gonna cut this off right HURR!!!
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