SO FUCKING MISUNDERSTOOD
I don't think i've ever let out so much rage in a LOOOONG time. I'm not one to go insane and throw things and scream at the top of my lungs and cry but it happened, for the first time in a while. I won't go into to much detail but it comes down to one thing, being MISUNDERSTOOD. There is not one person who knows exactly why I do and say the things I do, and how much pain I have inside, from SO many things. And people try to act like I have it easy, and give me shit for not "picking myself up" and rubbing in the fact that i'm emotionally weak? Well FUCK YOU. It's especially enraging when the person who messed you up is telling you that you blew your chance to be successful, and that they've got it made, trying to act like OOHHH I WORKED SOOO HARD TO GET WHERE I AM, yet they have NO idea what kind if emotional hell i've been through, so they shouldn't talk at all. Well if it weren't for all that fucking shit that happened that messed me up emotionally, I'D BE FINE TOO. I Hate you. So much. FUCK!!!!!! I could choke a baby right now.