The answer, my friend
so heres the deal
apparently my mom reread all of my Brockport papers and they actually offered me a free ride instead of half off like we thought
which is the worst news i've ever gotten in my life
there's at most a 20% chance of me being able to go to NYU now
they keep telling me i would be stupid not to take the free one
and that id be stupid not to just go to NYU in a few years for graduate work
but i want to be stupid
it's more about the education than the money to me
and i don't mind living in squalor to pay for it, 100% by myself
new york city is amazing
everything about it
the program is perfect
and there are so many more opportunities there
it bothers me that noone is on my side about it too
it used to be just my dad getting on me about money and shit
but now it's all of them
like i would be a dumbass to go to NYU
and like it would be easy to get in again in four years
35000 applied
2000 got in
i'm not that damn smart
i can't just get in again
and it's four years
i don't want to spend four fucking years doing stuff i don't want to do in order to get a chance to do exactly what i want to do, when i can just do it now
i'm too excited about NYU now
i want high school to be over and i want to go to new york
there's nothing to be excited about if i have to go to brockport
it's really blah
oh well
at least i got in
apparently my mom reread all of my Brockport papers and they actually offered me a free ride instead of half off like we thought
which is the worst news i've ever gotten in my life
there's at most a 20% chance of me being able to go to NYU now
they keep telling me i would be stupid not to take the free one
and that id be stupid not to just go to NYU in a few years for graduate work
but i want to be stupid
it's more about the education than the money to me
and i don't mind living in squalor to pay for it, 100% by myself
new york city is amazing
everything about it
the program is perfect
and there are so many more opportunities there
it bothers me that noone is on my side about it too
it used to be just my dad getting on me about money and shit
but now it's all of them
like i would be a dumbass to go to NYU
and like it would be easy to get in again in four years
35000 applied
2000 got in
i'm not that damn smart
i can't just get in again
and it's four years
i don't want to spend four fucking years doing stuff i don't want to do in order to get a chance to do exactly what i want to do, when i can just do it now
i'm too excited about NYU now
i want high school to be over and i want to go to new york
there's nothing to be excited about if i have to go to brockport
it's really blah
oh well
at least i got in