Feb 27, 2006 16:02
so this was a week thats for sure
lots of craziness, i almost got pissed and puked on
i aided an infidel
i bought sex toys
i ingested poison
i cared for drunks
i licked blood off of knives
i saw people do things
i did things
and people
and almost people
anyways
i'm controlling my own mind and it's kind of cool
i don't always like what i make myself do or think
but sometimes
like now
i have to do it
sometimes a guy just has to let things go
and i'm letting it go
i was thinking this week especially and i can't wait to go to college
it's going to be so great
no offense or anything but i can't wait to get away from everyone i know and start something new
it's been four years of the same people and teh same everything
i don''t know i just think it will be really cool doing something new for a change
now i'm all excited
i was thinking if i don't go far away i'll stay away for awhile but i'll probably end up wanting food and seeing some of you (that i like) so yeah
but i could always die before any of that happens so let's not get ahead of ourselves
and if i die i don't want you going to my funeral just to get out of school
so someone make sure that doesn't happen
byebye