Mar 30, 2007 00:34
So I've been waiting all week for Matt to get home, thank God tommorrow is almost here. I only have two weekends left to spend with him before he leaves for another three months. How crappy it that, we are just getting acustom to him being home, and there he goes again. Gotta love the army. At least I have the peace of mind of him being state side. Hopefully I can visit him a couple of times, I've never been to the northern east coast, and there is so much history there. I will definitely be going there!!! I picked up all the goodies for the girls' easter baskets today. Lilly has been bugging me for the hungry hungry hippos game, so that is what she is getting! Can't wait to see her face! I'm sure Matt will say that I spent too much on the candy, $20.00, thats not bad. No a days it seems like everything is $20.00. When I talked to him tonight he said that his ex left a message saying that summer visitation plans have changed. Big freakin surprise. That bitch can't keep her word if she had to. She more interested in screwing him over, than what is in the best interest of Riley. Poor Riley, I feel so bad for her. She wants to spend time with Matt but her mother is always finding some reason as why she can't. What more does she want? She gets freakin child support monthly, he pays his portion of medical bills, he doesn't pry into her life, he wants to be a part of Riley's life. If you ask me she is just miserable and "misery loves company". I don't like to complain about her too much, because it can consume me and I don't want to be her company. Matt wasn't really surprised by the message and neither am I. Moving on, I really want to see a movie or do something fun this weekend with Matt and Lilly. Maybe we can make a quick trip up to Dallas, probably not. Nice thought! I'm tired, this medicine nocks me on my ass. Theres gotta be something else that can treat this crap. Going on a month now of vomitting daily, and eating bland food. Hopefully this attack will be over soon.