pissin' my pants
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in retrospect, it's freaking disturbing.
so last week, i took a 4 hour nap, and had a dream. a horde of bloody sharp-toothed demons were about to slaughter or eat my family. the ultimatum: i had to kill myself to save 'em. a noose appears (you know dreams), and i wrap it around my neck and jump.
i'm kicking.
the pressure pounds my head.
i can't breathe.
i'm dying.
midway through this, i wake up.
...with my hand behind my neck, yanking hard at my Buddha necklace, choking myself.
i release it, and caught deep, violent, exasperated breaths. my neck was sore, marked with a ring of red wounds.
Sonikyzfr6: i swear
Sonikyzfr6: did i tell you the dream
Sonikyzfr6: where a man was in my bed
Sonikyzfr6: choking me
Sonikyzfr6: and i couldnt move
Sonikyzfr6: i couldnt breathe
Sonikyzfr6: i woke up blue and my throat was red
Sonikyzfr6: you know
Sonikyzfr6: they say
Sonikyzfr6: thats the devil
well, it was hilarious at the time. i'm merely overwhelmed by the ridiculous amount of ghost sighting pictures i've seen tonight. those things play with my mind. i'm a real vagina about that.
in retrospect, it's freaking disturbing.
so last week, i took a 4 hour nap, and had a dream. a horde of bloody sharp-toothed demons were about to slaughter or eat my family. the ultimatum: i had to kill myself to save 'em. a noose appears (you know dreams), and i wrap it around my neck and jump.
i'm kicking.
the pressure pounds my head.
i can't breathe.
i'm dying.
midway through this, i wake up.
...with my hand behind my neck, yanking hard at my Buddha necklace, choking myself.
i release it, and caught deep, violent, exasperated breaths. my neck was sore, marked with a ring of red wounds.
Sonikyzfr6: i swear
Sonikyzfr6: did i tell you the dream
Sonikyzfr6: where a man was in my bed
Sonikyzfr6: choking me
Sonikyzfr6: and i couldnt move
Sonikyzfr6: i couldnt breathe
Sonikyzfr6: i woke up blue and my throat was red
Sonikyzfr6: you know
Sonikyzfr6: they say
Sonikyzfr6: thats the devil
well, it was hilarious at the time. i'm merely overwhelmed by the ridiculous amount of ghost sighting pictures i've seen tonight. those things play with my mind. i'm a real vagina about that.