May 01, 2010 19:40
So the music fest wasn't a total bust. There's about 20 people here and about 30 vendors and drug dealers. I got pretty drunk last night and told mike all about my imaginary friends, he didn't remember much though cuz he was shrooming. Wanted me to try tonight, I'm just not comfortable here though. I wouldn't enjoy it. Though I kinda do want to try them some time. It looks interesting. And tonight the band is pretty cool. But we're not going up and socializing because V's on shrooms now and is too fucked up to be around people. We're just sitting around bored and alone and why are we even here?
And of course I don't have the nerve to go up and meet new people myself. Of course I don't. God fucking damn it.