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So yesterday afternoon I suddenly got lightheaded. I assumed it was because I hadn't eaten anything but more than a day later it's still here. It's like the mental fog from my teenage/early 20s years. I'm calling coworkers by the wrong name, I'm having trouble seeing things, and the voices in my head are louder. And I'm talking to them in public and don't know or care whether anyone notices. It's like the world around me is fading away and I'm retreating inside. And while this used to be pleasant and comforting, right now it's just terrifying. I should probably call my doc. But I feel like I should be able to get out of this myself. It's all in my head after all. I don't know what could have brought it on. What happened yesterday afternoon? I was just at work. Tomorrow I'm gonna play board games with friends. That'll be good for me.