BESIDE MYSELF
I need money and some time off work, I need to go to New York and see my buddy Denise. I hate seeing my friends in pain, I would drive out there right now if I could just to give her a great big hug. I have so many friends right now that I want to be there for and can't because they are either in different states or I just don't have the time or the money to make it to see them. I want so badly to be able to be there for all of them and I am totally beside myself that I can't. I want to be there for Denise, Theresa, Tony B.,Tony D and anyone else that may need a friend. Speaking of Tony B, I wonder if his daughter has been born yet, I need to call him and find out. Everyone of these guys are having problems of one kind or another and I am stuck here not being able to do anything to help and it hurts like hell to see my friends go through hard times. Just when I am at a high point in my life the people I love seem to be going through the low points in theirs. I love life but it doesn't seem fair. Everyone of these people deserve to be happy and I don't think it's fair that their not. Anyway I love you guys, you are all in my prayers, and if I have to pray until I turn blue in the face to see happiness come into your life that is what I will do.