GRRRRRRRR.....
Well I talked to Andy again tonight, he is just now realizing that his dad is never coming back. I talked to him a few days ago and I thought he was doing ok, but tonight he seems like it just now hit him that his dad is really gone. God I wish I could be there for him, but he has a someone special in his life and I don't know how well that would go over. Andy was so close to his father I can't even imagine the pain he is going through right now (just know that I love you Andy and you and your family are in my prayers). He wrote a poem for his father that he shared with me and it brought tears to my eyes.
Ok, now for another subject that is eating away at me. I started my period again (third time in a month)(sorry I know no one really cares to hear about that stuff), I am frankly starting to freak the fuck out. I need to go see a doctor and find out what the hell is wrong with me. Not to mention it is putting a damper on the sex life. Grrrrrrrrrrr......
Oh then there is Timothee again. He called tonight and his phone cut out. He got online a few minutes later and told me his phone is fucked up and that someone had stolen some DVD's out of his car so he was in a really bad mood. He said he was going to bed so I told him to sleep well and he got mad at me cause I wasn't going to call him before he went to bed. I told him I was talking to a friend who's dad had passed away and then I said I thought you told me your phone was fucked up. He just said whatever and logged out. Goddamn I am really sick of this shit. He may be my best friend but he does need to realize that he is not the only friend I have, that my world does not revolve around him. Why the fuck are people such a pain in the ass? I ended up finishing talking to Andy and I logged off and called Tim just to hear him say why don't you just call me tomorrow. Grrrrrrrrrr.......
Well really the only thing I have to say that doesn't make me want to scream, throw things, break things, or hurt someone is that things are going well with Dan. I seen him tonight for a little while before he had to go to work. I hate to admit it but when I first met him I wasn't really attracted to him but after we started talking and getting to know each other and I realized how much we have in common and what a total sweetheart he is he becomes more and more attractive to me everyday.
Ok, now for another subject that is eating away at me. I started my period again (third time in a month)(sorry I know no one really cares to hear about that stuff), I am frankly starting to freak the fuck out. I need to go see a doctor and find out what the hell is wrong with me. Not to mention it is putting a damper on the sex life. Grrrrrrrrrrr......
Oh then there is Timothee again. He called tonight and his phone cut out. He got online a few minutes later and told me his phone is fucked up and that someone had stolen some DVD's out of his car so he was in a really bad mood. He said he was going to bed so I told him to sleep well and he got mad at me cause I wasn't going to call him before he went to bed. I told him I was talking to a friend who's dad had passed away and then I said I thought you told me your phone was fucked up. He just said whatever and logged out. Goddamn I am really sick of this shit. He may be my best friend but he does need to realize that he is not the only friend I have, that my world does not revolve around him. Why the fuck are people such a pain in the ass? I ended up finishing talking to Andy and I logged off and called Tim just to hear him say why don't you just call me tomorrow. Grrrrrrrrrr.......
Well really the only thing I have to say that doesn't make me want to scream, throw things, break things, or hurt someone is that things are going well with Dan. I seen him tonight for a little while before he had to go to work. I hate to admit it but when I first met him I wasn't really attracted to him but after we started talking and getting to know each other and I realized how much we have in common and what a total sweetheart he is he becomes more and more attractive to me everyday.