CAN ANYONE EXPLAIN
Can anyone explain to me why in the fuck that I would get a comment in my journal from my ex's thing saying that they are no longer together if it's nothing but a lie. What the fuck did she hope to gain by lying to me about that? Maybe she thought if I thought they weren't together anymore that I would allow my ex to take the kids to their place for the night because I would think she's not there. How long would that have worked? Well as soon as my kids got home I would find out the truth then what? Are they trying to get me to revoke his visitation so that I look like the bad guy not them? My youngest son has been talking about his dad non-stop for the past two days so I just called him and asked him if he could take them for the weekend and was informed that it was all a lie they aren't split up. What the hell kind of sick games are these freaks trying to play with me, what ever they are I want nothing to do with it. Why can't she just accept that she is the reason that my children don't have their father and stop with all the sick little games. Marty will always be my children's father, I would never try to replace him, but why the hell can't he wake up and start acting like their father. He is so childish that he puts the blame on me, he says that it is all my fault that he don't see his kids, he needs to start putting the blame where it belongs on himself and his girlfriend. If he cared anything about his children he would do whatever it took to make sure he was able to spend time with them. I am sick of trying to play nice with him. I have let his madness go for over two months now and I finally break down and call him because our kids really want to see him and he acts like a total jerk. Gives me this shit about how when I come to my senses and allow him to have his kids around his girlfriend then and only then will he see his kids again. You know what it's sickening to me that anyone could just give up their kids for a piece of ass. Even if I was totally in love with someone if they were preventing me from seeing my kids they would be history. Anyway I am sick and tired of all this shit. I don't want to get thinking about it all again and it bringing me down off my cloud. So let me end with something positive I LOVE JAMIE! HAHAHAHAHAHHA!