{fic} Fallen Angel - Epilogue
Author :
baobao_chan and abuchan
Genre : Fluff, romance, bit angst
Rating : NC 17
Pairing : Akame
Disclaimer : Hey! Ah… We think we wouldn’t write this story if they’re ours. Don’t you think so?
A/N : Nah… This is
baobao_chan ’s and abuchan ’s collaboration… We hope you’ll enjoy it ^^ Thanks to
mizuno_hikaru for your big help (all the smut in this chapter was mizuno’s) And also Kaede a.k.a ztupididiot as my beta. Thx to Kizuna Aoi from KAT-TUNesia for the banner ^^
Extra note : This part is full of flash back. I’ll italic it ^^. By the way, I change to past tense in the epilogue XD and I only write about Akame
Epilogue
It was full moon that night.
He sat there on the window’s sill. Fingers pressing on the glassy surface of the window’s panel, he gazed at the pitch black sky with demure eyes. There were not many stars scattered in the sky, but some of them were bright enough-twinkling at him, asking him why he sat there on Earth and did not fly to reach them, the daughters of the moon, like he usually did.
Kazuya put an unreadable smile on his face. He rolled his eyes, captivated by the moon. It shone so brightly, basking everything in its bluish silver rays, soft light illuminating his surroundings like the dream world.
Maybe it was right… Maybe this was the dream world…
Because everything felt so surreal…
“Kazu…”
The room was dim, as they did not turn any lamps on, except the small one near the corner. But Kazuya could see the latter’s figure clearly from across the room. His smile widened, “Jin.”
The said man smiled back at him and approached him; his warm hands touched Kazuya’s shoulders. For a few seconds, they did not say anything-simply letting the comfortable silence linger in the warm atmosphere.
“What are you thinking about…?” Jin softly asked, running his fingers on Kazuya’s smooth cheeks. Kazuya gazed at Jin’s face and replied: “About you… about us.”
Jin leaned down and captured Kazuya’s lips, passionate and breathtaking. The latter tilted his head, to give his lover a better access. Jin sucked and nibbled Kazuya’s bottom lip, pleading for entrance. Kazuya parted his lips and let his wet cavern be the battleground of some intense tongue battle; the taste of cherry and vanilla mixed together and he responded to the kiss whole-heartedly.
Kazuya circled his arm around Jin’s neck, making the gap between their bodies disappear. When their lips parted, Jin smiled, buried his face in the crook of Kazuya’s neck and inhaled the latter’s sweet scent.
Jin carried Kazuya to their bedroom, put his lover’s body on the bed and slowly hovered over him. He slipped his hand below the fabrics covering Kazuya’s body, and traced the delicate features on the smooth porcelain skin.
A soft moan escaped from Kazuya’s luscious lips, his body shivering in anticipation. He was foreign to this kind of things, but it was Jin who did this to him and Kazuya knew Jin would not ever hurt him.
Jin started to unbutton their clothes, letting the fabrics scatter on the bed; their bare skin shared the heat and they just could not stop. Kazuya closed his eyes, felt Jin’s presence hovering above him. He blushed so hard that his face was painted in such a deep red. Gently, Jin removed Kazuya’s arm which covered his face and whispered, “Let me see your face, Kazu…”
“Mou… Jin, this is so embarrassing…” Kazuya blushed even more, “This is the first time I feet so much emotions like this. My heart is beating so fast… I feel weird…”
“I love you, Kazu…” Jin showered light pecks on Kazuya’s lips before finally deepening their kiss, slowly caressing Kazuya’s body with warm butterfly touches. Their bodies pressed together, making the gap between them slowly disappear; their arms tangled, Jin’s legs intertwined with his.
Kazuya’s eyes widened with shock as Jin touched his awakened member and started to pump it. Noises escaped from his lips uncontrollably, his back was arching for more and he unconsciously moved his hips for more contact. Kazuya felt so foreign towards the whole thing, yet his body reacted on its own; following its innate instinct.
“Jin…” He called his lover’s name, and Jin held him tighter. Kazuya parted his legs and placed them around Jin’s hips; his heart was thumping like a marching band as their hard-on rubbed against each other, creating such a delicious friction between their bodies.
He gasped from the sensations he felt; he simply let Jin teach him this new experience. Jin kissed Kazuya’s neck repeatedly, leaving some crimson marks on the fair skin.
Moans escaped from Kazuya’s lips as Jin sucked the hard nub on his chest, and his fingers pinched its perked twin teasingly. Jin closed his eyes; Kazuya’s scent filled his head with euphoria. Drawing some wet circles on the latter’s abdomen, Jin’s tongue trailed down to the hem of Kazuya’s pants.
Kazuya bit his lips hard as Jin pulled his pants down along with his boxer, setting his hardened member free. It felt so good it was almost painful; he felt more embarrassed than ever when his length twitched as Jin blew some air to the tip.
“You are so sensitive, ne Kazu…”
“Mouuu… this is… embarrassing… I’m feeling weird…”
“No, you are cute, Kazu-chan…”
Jin took Kazuya’s length into his mouth, and the latter jolted in shock, “Jin… It’s dirty… Don’t… Aaaaahhhhh…”
Jin did not answer as his lips enveloped Kazuya’s member; instead of replying, he hummed and sent some seductive vibrations down the latter’s length. Kazuya clasped his mouth with his palms, trying to muffle the moans. His breath hitched as Jin licked the base of his length before sucking it hard, and moved his head to deep-throated him.
Kazuya felt unfamiliar knots in his stomach, and he shivered as he finally found his release. Jin swallowed his lover’s essence and smirked; Kazuya stared at his lover with half-lidded eyes, his swollen lips parted and his face shaded in pink.
“May I take you…?” His lover asked for his permission. Kazuya might be innocent, but after he learned some facts during his days on earth, Kazuya knew what Jin meant. He slowly nodded and circled his arms once again around Jin’s neck; his lover tried to relax him, caressing his inner thighs gently.
Jin took a small bottle of lube and poured a generous amount onto his hand, and coated his fingers with the transparent gel. Kazuya purred as he felt Jin’s index finger poke his sacred entrance several times, teasing his ring of muscles.
“Relax…”
Kazuya nodded, and hissed softly as Jin slid his finger into his tight channel. An unfamiliar sensation burned his body, made him moaned Jin’s name over and over as the latter added the second finger and did some scissoring motions. Kazuya bucked his hips, and held the sheets tightly as the third finger rammed into his channel.
Jin took Kazuya’s hand to his member and made the latter cover his length with the same lube; Kazuya gasped as he realized how hard his lover’s member was. He tried his best to pump Jin’s length; the bed rocked as their movements became wilder and wilder.
“Nnnghhhh…”
It felt surprisingly pleasureable, and Kazuya did not want the sensation to stop. He whimpered some protest as Jin pulled his fingers out; but in exchange, something bigger and hotter slid inside his body, joining their bodies together.
Kazuya held onto Jin as his lover moved his hips carefully, making sure that Kazuya enjoyed their activities before he started to rock their bodies, repeatedly ramming his length into Kazuya’s velvety channel.
Jin groaned in bliss as he felt Kazuya’s inner walls clench hard on his member. Their moans and hisses mixed together; the sweat drops glistened on their bare skin as they tried to catch their breath.
The tension reached its peak and both of them jolted in pleasure; Jin released his seeds inside Kazuya as the latter came messily for the second time between their bodies.
For some moments, they did not move; the high of the orgasm still poisoned their minds. Jin rolled his hips slowly before pulling his flaccid member out of Kazuya’s hot channel.
They lied beside each other, basking in the glorious feeling of just having their loved one next to them. Jin stared lovingly at Kazuya, removed some damp bangs from his forehead and whispered: “…don’t you ever dare to leave me again.”
*****
Jin woke up from his bed; his eyes were swollen from crying. He was the only one who did not say anything to Kazuya the night before. He just stayed in his room and cried all night long.
He walked out of his room to find Kazuya; at least he could say a last good bye to him. But he found no one in his apartment, his apartment was all neat. There was delicious food on the table, waiting for Jin. There was no mess, no dirt, and… no Kazuya.
He approached the sofa in his living room, sat there to recall all the moments he had with Kazuya, and found something on the sofa. It was a piece of papert; he realized that it was actually a letter.
A letter for him and Kazuya’s name was on it.
*****
“Do you know how awful I felt at that time…?” Jin’s voice was shaking, “And the letter you wrote to me… do you know how painful it was to read it?”
*****
Jin… I wrote this letter to say sorry about yesterday, I’m sorry for leaving you without saying anything. But I guess this is the best way. If I stayed here one more week, maybe I wouldn’t be able to go back to heaven, because it would be really hard for me. Also it would be harder to let go of your hand, that’s why I chose to do this. Not to say one more week, if you came out of your room yesterday, maybe I would still be there right now. Yup, we would be happy at first, but would not at the end, because we would be in the biggest trouble ever.
I know it’s hard for you, Jin. It’s also hard for me, but I have no options left again. I should go back to heaven where I belong to, or else all angels will panic and came down to the earth. And if they found me with you, you would be in a big problem, and I don’t want it, Jin… Like I’ve always said before, I’ll do anything for you, even if that means I must leave you. If it’s for your sake, then it’s okay…
Jin, thank you so much for all that you have given to me, especially your love. I’m really happy that you love me; now it has to come to an end, but I promise you that I won’t ever forget you. I promise I won’t.
I’m bringing the turtle plushy and the turtle pajamas with me, to remember that someone I love gave me those. And I left the phone that you gave me; I’ve recorded something in it. Just hear it, okay… And the last thing is… Good bye, Jin. Though we won’t meet each other again, I will never forget you…
*****
“I was so broken-hearted at that time” Jin tightened his embrace.
“I’m sorry…” Kazuya apologized to his lover, “I believed that it was the best way for us…”
*****
Jin took the phone and searched for the recording that Kazuya mentioned. He pushed several buttons and stopped when he finally found a recording with -For Jin- as the title. He pushed the play button, “Jin, if you miss me, just play this recording, and you can hear my voice. I love you, Jin. I love you so much…”
REPEAT?
YES.
“Jin, if you miss me, just play this recording, and you can hear my voice. I love you, Jin. I love you so much…”
REPEAT?
YES.
“Jin, if you miss me, just play this recording, and you can hear my voice. I love you, Jin. I love you so much… Jin, if you miss me, just play this recording, and you can hear my voice. I love you, Jin. I love you so much…”
REPEAT?
YES.
“…I love you so much too…”
Jin played that recording again and again because he missed Kazuya already.
*****
“I didn’t know that it would lead to such grief and despair…” Kazuya snuggled against Jin’s chest, “I’m sorry… I am really sorry, Jin…”
*****
He stared at the delicious food and drinks in front of him, which were ordered just for him. A normal man would go and grab them without hesitation, but not Jin. He did not even touch the food. Even the juice that he usually loved looked like a mere glass of colored water. He had no appetite to eat or drink. Well, there was an exception for alcoholic beverages. He drank it like crazy, like a man who hasn’t had a drink for a week.
He always refused to sleep because the dream would bring his memories back. It hurt his heart so much when he realized one thing: no more Kazuya beside him. It made his heart clench and bleed.
Jin was not the same Jin anymore. He did not like talking too much, and he loved to daydream. He always brought Kazuya’s letter and his phone with him. He always went to the pub at night, only to have those alcoholic beverages and random bitches accompany him.
*****
“I couldn’t imagine a life without you…”
“It’s over, Jin. Now I’m here. With you…”
“So I said, don’t you ever leave me again…”
“Mm, Jin… Have I ever told you how shocked I was when my Father told me to take your soul?”
*****
“You two…” said their Father, “Now here’s a job for you. You will work together to take souls to heaven. You’ll go back to the world to take the souls of Akanishi Jin and Tanaka Koki, who’ll die because of a car accident…”
Kazuya and Tegoshi could not say anything, they were really in so much shock. They did not expect to take the souls of their loved one. But they couldn’t resist what their Father said, so they walked to the well and started to fly using their wings; the wings which could only be used when they had to take someone’s soul; the wings which would fly their happiness away.
*****
“Jin, do you know that angels should not cry when they are taking someone’s soul with them?” Kazuya asked him, gazing deeply to Jin’s orbs. Jin only shook his head as a reply.
“Yes, they should not cry, because their tears would release a great energy and destroy the order of the lifespan, and that would return the victim’s soul back to his body,” Kazuya explained, “But we did cry, Jin. Tegoshi and I did cry that day. The day we were told to take Koki’s soul and yours”
“So that’s why…”
*****
Meanwhile…
“Jin! Wait” Koki shouted, but Jin still walked to his car, opened the door and got into the car, ready to drive; Koki ran and got into Jin’s car as well, “Jin! You can’t drive in this condition…”
“Just shut your mouth! Or… GET OUT!” Jin snapped. He started to drive at a high speed, without a destination in mind. Koki sat beside him, still trying to calm him down, “Jin… I’m sorry… I didn’t mean to make you angry. Now, can you stop driving? We can have a talk for a minute or two…”
Jin slowed down and stopped at the left side of the road. He put his hand onto the steering wheel, one above the other, and leaned his head there. Koki patted his friend’s back, “Okay Jin… I know what you feel, Yuya left me too. Well, Kame-chan stayed here longer than Yuya did, I understand that, but why don’t we try to forget them?” He tempted.
“But… This is the first time I loved someone, Koki. You know me better, you know I’ve never been such a fool before…” Jin said, he sighed, “I really love him, Koki… How can I forget him? I don’t want to forget him either…”
“Well then, if you don’t want to forget him, at least stop tormenting yourself like this. You refuse to eat, refuse to sleep, you only drink alcoholic beverages. All that you do will result in bad effects on your body. This is more than enough, Jin… I believe Kame-chan will be sad if he sees you in this condition…” Koki explained.
Jin smiled weakly at Koki, “I think you’re right… Thank you, Koki… I feel a bit better now. Can I drive now? Or you still want to sit here and lecture me?” Jin finally made a joke. Koki smiled back at Jin; he was happy to see that his friend is better “Baka! You have to pay me, you know! My lessons are expensive” he laughed, “I think it’s okay now. Let’s go…”
Jin slowly drove his car, but when Jin steered his car to the right, trying to get back onto the road, he did not see that there was a truck behind his car. Driving at a high speed, the truck driver was shocked when he saw Jin’s car, and he tried to tread the brake. Too late, it was all happening too fast for them; the truck crashed into Jin’s car; making it fatally broken. All its window glass was scattered on the road; the right side of the car’s body was planate.
The truck driver was safe; he just had several light injuries. But Jin and Koki could hardly breathe; their bodies still lying inside the car, they could not move, because they were coerced. Their blood flowed and made a pool, they could hardly breathe; their souls were now nearly leaving their bodied. Suddenly, they saw bright light from the black sky, two winged creatures flew down from there. Well, they came to take Jin’s and Koki’s souls with them...
*****
“Kazuya… Is that you? Is that you?” Jin said. Kazuya flew to his side and held his hand tightly, “Yes, Jin… It’s me… What happened to you, Jin? Why are you dying like this?” Kazuya tried to hold back his tears.
“It was only an accident. Don’t be sad like that…” Jin moved his fingers to touch Kazuya’s face, “Don’t cry…”
“How can I, Jin? How can I? You’re dying! And I’m here to take your soul… I can’t, Jin… I can’t take your soul with me. I don’t want you to die!” Kazuya cried hard. Suddenly, a flash of light shone on them, the light took Kazuya’s and Tegoshi’s bodies back to heaven. Jin cried out Kazuya’s name at that time, but Kazuya didn’t hear him.
“Kazuya! Kazuya!” Jin said. All things went black after that, he could not see anything, but he vaguely heard someone said something about ‘they are still alive’ and ‘someone call the ambulance’. Suddenly, all voices were gone.
*****
Jin woke up on his bed, still feeling dizzy. When he gazed around the room, he realized that it was not his room, “Are you okay? You’re in hospital right now…” someone said suddenly.
Jin moved his gaze to that person, his eyes widened; he could not believe what he was seeing, “Kazuya… Is that you?” he asked incredulously.
That person nodded his head, tears trailed down from his eyes, “Yes, Jin. It’s me… I’m home, Jin… I’m home…”
Jin pulled Kazuya into his embrace, “I miss you… I miss you…” He repeated. Kazuya moved his hand to hug Jin back.
“I miss you too…”
*****
“There’s one thing that I’ve always wanted to ask you all this time… But, I’m not really sure about this question…” Jin said. He looked deeply into Kazuya’s eyes, showing that he was serious. Kazuya looked back at him and smiled, “Just ask…”
“It’s not that I’m not happy you came back to me, but… How can it be? How can you come back to me?” he asked finally.
“It was because Tegoshi’s tears and mine brought you and Koki back to life. Father had no other choice but to expel us from heaven as punishment. Another punishment for us is being the same gender as you and Koki….” Kazuya explained.
Jin chuckled a bit at Kazuya’s explanation. “I don’t care about your gender. It doesn’t matter what your gender is; all the matters is what my heart feels, and this feeling is really strong…” Jin said.
“I feel it too, Jin… My feelings for you are really strong too…” Kazuya replied. Jin gave a chaste peck on Kazuya’s lips. He placed his hand on Kazuya’s cheek and said, “That’s why… Don’t ever leave me again”
“I won’t. I promised.”
“I love you, Kazu.”
Jin pulled the blanket over Kazuya’s bare shoulders and covered their bodies. The former angel smiled and closed his eyes, feeling the pure bliss of being within his lover’s arms.
“I love you too, Jin.”
-THE END-