Jun 08, 2006 15:34
What is planned for my life? I have no clue. My heart strings are tugging and every second I want to cry my eyes out and laugh at the same time. I really hope whatever is supposed to happen happens. This could be exciting or it could be horrifying. What is going on with me?!?!??!?!?!!??!! I used to think dreaming was the best part of my day, but lately dreams have been scaring me. What to do, what to do. I'm growing up too quickly and it sucks. Seriously, it's making me sick to my stomach, yet I love every minute of it. YIKES! Okay, I know I'm scaring people right now, but don't worry, you have nothing to fear. Just stuff I have to deal with.
"I'll be so alone without you, maybe you'll be lonesome too. Just remember, 'til you're home again, you belong to me."