heylo .
whut dey do ? blahhh im soo fucking tired bro i`m sorry i haven`t been updating lately i been very busy . letz see whut diz chica been upto :
tuez -> in the summer school break me . both chichiz and flaca went to mickey d`z and chichi wuz speeding soo they gave her a ticket ;/ after school i left with fat bitch hazel . like 3 chicoz asked for my digitz ;x wellz , i didnt chill with hazel at all i chilled with jorge ;x , remember him ? hez fine ! no comment on whut happened wink wink ! i fought hazel at night and came bak home . i hav a pic of him & roach which i`ll upload later
wed -> didn`t go to skool . went to da beach w. both chichi`z . gorda . flaca & loca . we smoked out nasty str8 clownin it wuz coo . flaca gave me the rawest belly ring , itz a weed plant whoo hoo gooo me !
thurz -> yezterday .. school wuz ok i got to school booted though cuz blanquito had sparked me up . after school i left with ale . blak & shorty . we rode out to blak`z crib cuz we were gonna blaze . i wuz gettin mad cuz i don`t like philliez soo biggest mission finding a dutch ! and plus i`ve never rolled a phillie b4 soo yea lol . luckily blak`z boy hooked us all up for a buck each and we capped some strong ass chronic blahhh that shit wuz strong con pinga . i took like 4 puffz and wuz nearly gone , y eso that i`m a fuckin pro at smokin chronic but dat wuz too damn strong it wuz coo though ;] we stayed chillen and i stayed til like 1 in da morning and finally called my ol gurl after like the 5267679 missed call i had from her shez like where u at ? cuz i haden`t even called her to let her know where i wuz ! ooh yea pitbull came out on b.e.t did u guyz see it ? i made blak record it for mee ! i started jumping up & down like a monkie . silly meee ;]
today -> wuz supossed to go volunteer at baptist but got in the biggest figh with my mom dukez soo she dropped me bak home . u guyz i almost stabbed myself with a knife right in the heart . i wanted to end my life today so bad . no detailz but yea it wuz pretty bad , my lil brother almost called the copz & everythang ;/ my mom came home and we had a " serious talk " and everythingz coo now .
tomorrow wuz supossed to go to suprize at madhouse but it got cancelled . i`m going to marco island to stay at tha telly my cuzin peter rented , ahh alex is gonna be thereee ! it`ll be a yr that we met on july 4th , and he still wantz to get with a chica ;x ahh i do wanna go pero no se ;/
sunday i`mma be over there in marco island soo don`t expect to hear from me , happy early 4th of july ;]
monday i`m comin bak . don`t miss me too much ;D
getting a bit sappy ;x -> lately i been feeling VERY lonely . i used to be the type that would rather pimp a bunch of chicos then actually get tied down but it`s all different now . i hate it when i hear a beautiful love song and just wish i had someone to dedicate it to or i just wanna feel tha way it sayz in the song . or like when i see a love music video or a romantic movie i wish i was in it it all seemz so perfect . i wish i could find out whut it feels to be in love one day , and i hope its soon . yea having many guys to chose from and all that shit is kinda coo but not really i wish i had that special someone who i know will always be there when i`m lonely and he can hug and kiss me . or just someone who i can express my feelingz to who won`t make fun of me or won`t think im dumb for letting him know how i feel . love is such a confusing thing ;/ i don`t ask for much , or do i ? i want someone cute . respectful . sweet . understanding . trustworthy . not a rip & dip type or chico . someone who wants something serious with me . and just someone who i know i can always count on for whatever it is i need . is that so hard to ask for ? hmm i hope my prayerz are answered and i`m sent that special someone soon ;/
noo pikz today , i got lazy and dont feel like uploading , be expectin pikz soon though !
bueno u guyz im out have a fun & safe 4th of july . don`t drink too much , i know i will ;]
mudafuCkin lady rubia