just freakin woke up
i'm so jealous and i hate it that i am, but i just am.
jealous of other people that have a passion i dont have, that have a love so strong and real than me. i'm jealous and i want that love, or i want to take it away from them so they can see how miserable i am. i hate that i have this rage like a monster. ....i just wish he was here sometimes.... then maybe i would have that amazing passionate love too.
going to visit janie nad eric today in their new house in lawrencville! we all are growing up so fast....
jealous of other people that have a passion i dont have, that have a love so strong and real than me. i'm jealous and i want that love, or i want to take it away from them so they can see how miserable i am. i hate that i have this rage like a monster. ....i just wish he was here sometimes.... then maybe i would have that amazing passionate love too.
going to visit janie nad eric today in their new house in lawrencville! we all are growing up so fast....