May 04, 2005 21:49
when am i not confused? never.... never ever ever is everything perfectly normal and going according to plan. i ALWAYS have to go and screw it up. ugh! i hate this. i hate everything. i want to go away.
we are so different. ... i think that no matter who i date im always going to get crap from people about it. no matter what there will always be someone that i love that i cannot please. i dont date to please, but things are definitly easier if your friends like who you date. ugh!
people i know suddenly seem 2-faced. they are turning. why? what happened? why am i all of a sudden 'the bad guy'? i never did anything to hurt you.
...nobody's a virgin, life screws us all...