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i think im really losing focus on everything. i also think that i hate standards because i dont think i meet any of them, whatever they may be. im not making people happy like i used to. i manage to fuck things up at least once every day. i need to change everything. i want to have a new outlook on life, i want to not feel like an asshole everyday. i need to grow up. i hate being immature all the time. i hate alot of things now. i dont want to care about what people think but that would be inconsiderate. i dont want to be like that. theres going to be a change. hopefully for the better. it will be hard but i cant stand myself anymore.
not to mention that it just amazes me what our "friends" keep on doing to each other. i am very frustrated with alot of things and its great to know that personal information (this does not partain to me) can be trusted in the hands of our close friends. fucking cool, guys. i apologise again but im am in a very pissed off mood right now and i apologise for seeming like i hate everything but at the moment there isnt much that i dont hate.
not to mention that it just amazes me what our "friends" keep on doing to each other. i am very frustrated with alot of things and its great to know that personal information (this does not partain to me) can be trusted in the hands of our close friends. fucking cool, guys. i apologise again but im am in a very pissed off mood right now and i apologise for seeming like i hate everything but at the moment there isnt much that i dont hate.