Apr 09, 2004 04:05
- Kasie come over Wednesday around 6
- We watched movies all night
- Today we walked to Blockbuster + Shoprite
- Watched more movies
- Now shes sleeping
- I made so many icons, I love it
- Im still sick
- Last night I went to sleep around 6:30AM
- Woke up around 1PM
- Its 4:12 in the morning
- Im never gunna be able to wake up for school Monday
- I want to go to the mall today [friday]
I'm so confused. I still like that one guy, you know the one I have no chance with at all. I cant help it though, I try not to like him. I've been having dreams about him (No, not sex dreams haha)and they dont help me stoping like him, they just make me like him more.
I started liking someone else who I thought I liked me. We talked on the phone, and we supposed to hang out, but then I found out he start going out with this girl. I'm sick of letting people hurt me. Maybe they dont relize it, but they do. I dont show it, but I'm sensitive. I come off as a bitch and a tough guy but sometimes I just can't handle things. Idk, Im just sick of guys, being hurt, getting lied to, and lead on.
Maybe its a good thing I like this guy I'll never have that way, even though I'm hurt cause I cant have him, I wont actually get hurt by him. And I wont like other guys that will lie and hurt me. I dont know if that makes sense to you, but it does to me. Im gunna try to go to sleep.
07 days!