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for once im actually very optimistic for the future even though a couple of weeks ago it seemed like the world was coming down around me. i've been sifting through alot of personal issues about my self image, which was almost irreversibly damaged after someone i really cared about left a bitter taste on my emotional palet. i started my first consecutive semester of college, which is going to be really tough since i'll be writing for the school newspaper all semester. i've been assigned my first beat, which is to cover all newsworthy information involving the campus police, parking lot, and shuttle. i was a little dissappointed i didn't get a more interesting beat to work on like fine arts or music (this fucking hoser with a laptop got music), but it will make me actually search for news, which is a good trait any reporter should have. i plan on being a super hip cigarette smoking badass sleuth before the end of the semester. all i need is a trench coat muaha. my sociology teacher is this amazingly intelligent woman who i can tell is going to make this semester very enlightening. After the first class i could tell she was an atheist, or at least was at one point. i approached her about it and we openly discussed how our catholic upbringings led to the demise of our predetermined dogma. its going to be a great semester.
friday was james' party, which is always a banner event. plenty of super cute girls and a bunch of my closest compadres. i drank most of a bottle of liquor from my jason lee flask and then proceeded to have a fun time in the backseat of a car with a cutie from the party. alfred is going to be moving back soon, which will lead to many more genius nights of smoking and watching curb your enthusiasm/ucb/strangers with candy. also tons more mariokart mayhem. so the girl department has reopened shop for me, which is a very welcome addition to life obviously. hopefully i'll have something new to say about this and update this little journal of mine again sometime soon.
"I understood what desire was then; the interruption of one perfect moment in anticipation of another."
friday was james' party, which is always a banner event. plenty of super cute girls and a bunch of my closest compadres. i drank most of a bottle of liquor from my jason lee flask and then proceeded to have a fun time in the backseat of a car with a cutie from the party. alfred is going to be moving back soon, which will lead to many more genius nights of smoking and watching curb your enthusiasm/ucb/strangers with candy. also tons more mariokart mayhem. so the girl department has reopened shop for me, which is a very welcome addition to life obviously. hopefully i'll have something new to say about this and update this little journal of mine again sometime soon.
"I understood what desire was then; the interruption of one perfect moment in anticipation of another."