steel wool clouds
days pass jobs done i cant even remember were i was yesterday or the day before or before... its all the same sun up to sun down. back pain, fingers cut, the skin on my hands rips and cracks when i move it.. my face feels burnt by the wind. one meal a day all i ever have time for, few hours or computer time after work with slow wireless hotel internet. barely get to talk to anyone. anyone i care about. and im tired done with a day of work and all i want to do is talk to the girl who i think is my one and only. she says she is busy to loud cant talk now... im thousands of miles away from home and all i want is 10 minuets of conversation that is my only life line.... she didnt want to talk to me. fuck it. i dont want to talk to her