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They'd reflect their curses onto me. I didn't know at the time that I was a Fayth. I...I...
My Aeon is a part of me and she...how does she take "joy" in being connected to that beast? How can I take joy in being connected to an Aeon at all? He can't be a part of me. He's not a part of me anymore.
That was severed. It was a part of me, cut away.
I'm not like him. I'm nothing like him. I didn't ask for an Aeon. Given the light of the Fayth?
I have no loyalty. I want no place among the Fayth. I wanted them destroyed.
Can they read this? They, we, can always find each other. All Fayth.
...is she a Fayth?
Lenne? She...is.
I am going to go back to Spira because there is much to get done there. I don't know exactly how to start or where to start, or why the Fayth didn't track me down like they can. Like, I've been told that they want to.
That one...Fayth...did, however. She didn't want me to end up like...Seymour. What ever happened to him? I turned the Aeons and poisoned the Fayth and he disappeared. Just like that. Like, he was never around to begin with.
I need to go to Spira. I can't keep writing in this thing. I need...action, movement. I need...