things are falling into place

Aug 13, 2005 13:32

i did get the job at Marshall Fields. Monday I have to go and talk with the lady from Human Resources. This is really great, after the hundreds (not an exaggeration) of application i filled out, it has finally paid off.

I need to buy new dress clothes now.

I talked to Dave about things that had been bothering me. I don't really think the talk did all that much, because it's hard to give such specific examples of things when crying so hard. BUT, we're hanging out all day today so maybe i'll have another chance to talk. Or maybe I won't even need to. I think the biggest problem is just that i miss him. i miss doing "us" things.

Less than a month is Sufjan and I couldn't be more excited. I adore him and his music. I cannot wait.

Maybe with all these things to look forward to, things will start looking up. I can stop focusing on the things that make me hurt so bad and focus on things that need my attention. I have a job now, which means I have security. School is starting soon, which means my brain which has been dormant since summer began, can start learning again. I have a boyfriend who, even though things aren't perfect right now, is willing to try extremely hard to make me happy. I have a best friend who I get to see all the time, and it makes me so happy to hang out with her and to laugh. I get to see my absolute favorite musician September 11th, and possibly on the 12th as well. Death Cab For Cutie's new album comes out on the 30th of this month and they're playing in Ann Arbor October 14th. Again, I cannot wait. After seeing Death Cab on the 14th, it's off to Ohio to see The Decemberists on the 15th. We're not staying overnight in Ohio which also has made me very happy. Dave and I are still planning on going to Chicago to see jimmy eat world and The Promise Ring reunion.

All these things are upcoming, so I know I can't feel this way forever, not when there is so much to look forward to. And that is only in the near future. Things will get better. Things are getting better.
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