Oh jeez. I haven't really thought about writing in this for a while. 'Cause there's been no use to, but now there is, 'cause this is kinda interesting. Heh
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I...I'm sorry. I...never knew. He never told me. He always said that you belonged to him.
And morally, no one belongs to anyone. So...I always thought it was wrong.
But...if he took care of you, then...then I understand. I understand why you have to go with him. And I understand why he wouldn't want you to be around me.
I've been a horrible big brother to him. I got too caught up helping Dr. Mizrahi's ex-wife, Juli Mizrahi communicate with Sakura, and...and...I ended up neglecting him. And then I let go...with the link. I don't blame him for being upset. I was...a coward. I was afraid of U-DO.
But...but now I've learned my lesson. I know that I have to stand up and fight to protect the things I care about.
And...I care about you, Nina. So, I'm not gonna be a coward. I'm gonna...I'm gonna stand up to him, and tell him that we can all get along. I'm really sorry for the things I've done in the past, and I can't fix them. The best I can do is to make a better future.
Of course! I meant every word. You're good at helping people; you could be an assistant. You can listen to people with their problems; that's what a counsler does. You know how to do a lotta stuff; you could teach the youth! You could do so much, Nina. All you need is the opportunity, and a push.
Yeah, no biggie. I've forgiven you; no harsh feelings.
I think that...it's possible. It'll be hard to get his trust back, and it'll be hard for me to actually tell him how I feel, but...yes. Anything is possible, Nina. We just have to try.
Those are very nice things.
Albedo says that you are cruel and cowardly, and that you always leave people when they care about you.
I do not want to be... alone.
I knew... that Albedo must be... wrong... when you gave me a name. Giving someone a name... is the kindest thing you can do.
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And morally, no one belongs to anyone. So...I always thought it was wrong.
But...if he took care of you, then...then I understand. I understand why you have to go with him. And I understand why he wouldn't want you to be around me.
I've been a horrible big brother to him. I got too caught up helping Dr. Mizrahi's ex-wife, Juli Mizrahi communicate with Sakura, and...and...I ended up neglecting him. And then I let go...with the link. I don't blame him for being upset. I was...a coward. I was afraid of U-DO.
But...but now I've learned my lesson. I know that I have to stand up and fight to protect the things I care about.
And...I care about you, Nina. So, I'm not gonna be a coward. I'm gonna...I'm gonna stand up to him, and tell him that we can all get along. I'm really sorry for the things I've done in the past, and I can't fix them. The best I can do is to make a better future.
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I already think you were very brave. You stood up to him, and you said...
Those things you said, are they true? That I could be a... a teacher, or help people explore? I don't... think I could do those things.
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You are so kind, Rubedo.
I'm sorry... that I ever decieved you.
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I lied to you... just like I lied to Albedo.
Friends... do not decieve each other.
So-- I'm sorry.
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Rubedo, do you think we could all be friends? Even Albedo?
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I think that...it's possible. It'll be hard to get his trust back, and it'll be hard for me to actually tell him how I feel, but...yes. Anything is possible, Nina. We just have to try.
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I hope... that he can forgive me, for not being Sakura ...for decieving him, and--
Yes. I think that will work.
I will do my best... to do things that friends do, to show him that I--
you think I can do it, right Rubedo?
--that we can all be friends, together.
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ooc;; Shall I go and contact PaulAlbedo-mun and tell them to start a new log...somewhere? Probably a new post in the comm or somethng~?
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