That whole "It's such an Adventure" thing
Before we left, everyone was "Oh what a Great Adventure" and bullshit about moving. Well apparently its been 7 weeks and the only 'adventure' was probably Brisbane, the first 6 hours of the flight and arriving in Seattle. I think a trip like this is only an adventure when its just that, a trip. But this isn't a trip, this is our lives for at least a whole year..... that;s not an adventure, thats just the same bullshit life you have always had but in a country where everything is weird and ppl 'love' your 'cute' accent. Complete bullshit.
On a slightly less ranty note, Thanksgiving was pleasant, the food was really good and it was nice to get fairly drunk with ppl I kinda knew. The bad part was when friggen Patricia decided to tell me that I need to get the permit so I can work, and that I can't just stay in the house, oh and I NEED to get a car.... freaking woman, I don't know where she gets off telling me how to live... I mean ffs, shes met me like 2 times and my life here is the same as the one I had back in Adelaide, so who the HELL is she?? She was probably just trying to be helpful, but when I say "But I don't want a job" and she just craps on and on... that really pissed me off. I really hope I don't have to socalise with her much more, cuz I'm going to friggen slap her if she doesn't stop it.
Scott is still dead set on having a house warming as soon as we get a table and chairs, although I will probably enjoy it in the end, hes not taken my apathy into account, I am sure we will have a fight about it soon. He just doesn't fucking listen to me anymore, hes getting back like he was BEFORE I wrote that letter and freaked the hell out. ( Me freaking out)
It's wierd cuz the sex life problems we were having seem to have gone and so thats great, but hes started to be a real pain in the ass about just about everything else..... its like hes back at work and I'm just an amusement for when he gets home, its all about him and I feel like I can't even talk to him most of the time. He's annoying and pushy and seems annoyed when I want to spend time with him, like he needs time off for himself but forgetting that I have been home alone all day, I don't ask for much and would just like to be in the same room and have him take notice if I say something to him, but if we play Wow he's always chatting to someone and totally ignores me when I talk to him, and if we watch TV he usually gets bored or complains that he doesn't want to watch what I want to watch and goes upstairs. /sigh
Lately I have this thought in my head where Scott announces that we are going to stay longer, like much MUCH longer. I always said Scott would have to do something really bad for me to leave him, with how I feel right now, if this contract goes much longer than 18months at the longest... right now, today, I would divorce him. Yeah, this is "Such a Great Adventure"