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ive figured out what im worth
and its not much
im tired of his friends talking to me
telling me how "ugly" she is
i really dont give a damn
it is what he wants
it is what makes him happy
and i am none of that.
so i will use my nose as an excuse to cry for the next few days
and i will drill into my mind that he doesnt love me
because i cant accept it
its too hard of a concept to accept.
and i will forget my song i wrote
tell sean to rip up the guitar parts
and my birthday...
i'll eat a cupcake with caitlin and liz
and forget all of the plans i had made.
i just feel so completely dumb.
i hadnt kissed another boy or touched another boy since i last saw him
that was september 11th
seems as though a lot of disasters happen on that day
him being one
and its not much
im tired of his friends talking to me
telling me how "ugly" she is
i really dont give a damn
it is what he wants
it is what makes him happy
and i am none of that.
so i will use my nose as an excuse to cry for the next few days
and i will drill into my mind that he doesnt love me
because i cant accept it
its too hard of a concept to accept.
and i will forget my song i wrote
tell sean to rip up the guitar parts
and my birthday...
i'll eat a cupcake with caitlin and liz
and forget all of the plans i had made.
i just feel so completely dumb.
i hadnt kissed another boy or touched another boy since i last saw him
that was september 11th
seems as though a lot of disasters happen on that day
him being one