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so pretty much the word amazing amazes me, and well i use it alot.
"thats sorta ironic"
"thats amazing wtf"
i see the ravens alot now.
my friends dont approve of things i like.
right now i know that im not leaving tonight because i have to clean and pack my room so i can fuckin move "fuckinnnnn A" and thats pissing me off cause all i want to do right now is go sit outside the mall for a fucking hour, with afton and adelino and mattpark and ben and bright eyes and malachi, and all them, and doing nothing thats exciting but somehow, i still would kill to do that. and im not and its pretty lame.
kdansifbasdohf i started votech today, it was amazing alli wasent there so i was all alone, but still the class is fucking so laid back and chill i love it, even tho this girl almost kicked my ass cause she didnt like the way i said door, but besides that its amazing and its going to be an easy ass year. and il only continue to like it if alli goes cause i cant handle being alone all the other girls there fuckin creep me the fuck out.
fuckidy fuck. i wish afton went to my school id like that.
id also like to say that i cant keep secrets, even my own its funny, cause i tell everyone things i didnt want people to know..but oh well nothing THAT bad is coming out of it.
i watched rich get his tattoo yesterday, i left right before rob got his, but im sure it looks amazing, cause riches looked sweeeett. it made me want a tattoo realll bad so now im gonna heve to get one. then adelino got me fromt he tattooo place, went to the mall sawww ben bright eyes dale mike and malachhii they were all really retarded and malachi and dale freaked me out so bad i just wanted to cry. we played at the arcade, cause we are so amazingly sweet liek that. blah blah stuf stuf stuf then i came home, and i was sick all night and i didnt sleep at all.
i went to school today sick 1st period was fine, second period, i flipped out, i saw the test sitting in front of me and i got so overwhelmed with god knows what that i started balling. so i slept it off in gym.
i miss hanging out with people i used to. (even tho i love who i hang out with now, i miss my old friends..)
like my old old friends. and my sorta old friends. wtf?
i miss fuckin hira.