Aug 05, 2005 00:12
jordan is still in the hospital they lied to us YOU FUCKS!
kyle is going back to maryland soon then i wont see him till our vacation, so hes staying here for a few days cause ima miss him too much. i hate that he lives in maryland, i hate that i ever left there, i hate that he ever moved here then back, its fucking annoying to have someone as perfect as him but he lives in another fucking state. and only comes here once or twice a month, i fucaihg'iuagfuafgia AHhh.
okay anyway im sick of everyone doing coke its getting real fucking annoying <3 hahahah
me and kate bred smack and blow they had babies (youl never know)
i got paid to hang out with ned today <33 hahaha
i havent been hanging out with everyone i normally do i like it, but i hate it, i love that im haning out with the kids i am cause i love them, but i really miss everyone else, i dont go to the waterhole much, no one does. i miss my friends.
everyone is being shady people are fucking leaving NOT sayingg goodbye, being total assholes when they used to be the nicest kids i knew?!
i talked to rikki today she knows whats goin on.
imiss mattpark, he seemed to hold shit together then he left and shit went insane...COME HOME MATTPARK.
myspace is dead.
im thinking a million and one things at once, i want to say im really happy but then i might be lieing i dont know what i am, im sick of being broke im sick of spending my money that i do have on what i spend it on. im real sick of being 16 im sick of this summer i want last summer and i want it now. this summer is dramatic and depressing, no one gets along anymore, ever. last summer everyone could hang out and no one fought really, this summer is just chaos. i really want to shit talk people in this entry but im not gonna his life doesnt need to suck jsut cause hes an asshole.
i hate this summer myspace killed the happieness.
i acctually want school to start just so i can chill with alli every day at votech.
i really do hate you i just pretend to be nice to you.
rob you upset me i hope you see this.
kyles satanic lizard is now MY satanic lizard, yes its now mine im very happy.
iv been reall fuckin bi polar lately im like crying over nothing, i sit there to thinkl whats wrong.. and i cant come up with anything..im getting really pissed off over nothing and then all the sudden il be giddy then il put a fucking hole in the wall.
im moving to bt. BULL SHIT fuck that i hate it there why the fuck cant we move some were far away like maryland or even closer to robinson (even tho everyones being shady there)
i really do love my life, but i really do hate it.
i really fucking hate drugs and money right now too. ahhhhhhhhh. fuck life. fuckidy fuck.