Jan 09, 2007 00:57
Sometimes I wish you wouldn't shut me out, because you're a friend and I care about you a lot and sometimes it makes me sad, and more than a little confused, to see you this way because you were always quiet but smiled more. And whatever it is that hurt you, it probably hurts bad but I know you have people who care a lot and know the right things to say and do to help you deal with it, and I am glad for that.
I can understand the need to keep some things to yourself, oh, I really can, but I can be a bit of a ditz and sometimes say things without thinking first, and more than anything I'm scared I'll say something completely obliviously but well-meaningly and it'll turn out to be a bad thing to have said, and I don't want to be that person. So if that ever happens please let me know, drop me a hint if you can.
And if you've ever tried, but I've been oblivious (as usual), I'm sorry, because I mean well but have a tendency to screw up.
This year's going to be a big one. Big, busy but also beautiful, maybe. There are lots of possibilities out there. Take care of yourself and I hope you'll see the possibilities (: This bit applies to everyone, including (and possibly especially) myself.