You'll miss me when im gone
Okay im really not in a suicidal mode, because i don't get like that but BUT days like today make me sad.
I did nothing special at all, well up until 5 minutes ago, but when stuff like that happens i get to think and me thinking is not really a good combination when im lonely and all i want to do is give some loving!.
I have written about this before, my loneliness and all but i just need to say it again right now just to make sure i believe it and im really letting it through. Because i know for a fact that i AM pretty, i AM a good person, i AM a good friend and i could be a fantastic lover if given the chance.
I guess my time hasn't come yet, hopefully soon, and that would make me happy, even more than i am right now.
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OT: My cell phone is at the point of functioning no more, time to try and get another one, maybe my family has a spare, even if its old and black and white!
I did nothing special at all, well up until 5 minutes ago, but when stuff like that happens i get to think and me thinking is not really a good combination when im lonely and all i want to do is give some loving!.
I have written about this before, my loneliness and all but i just need to say it again right now just to make sure i believe it and im really letting it through. Because i know for a fact that i AM pretty, i AM a good person, i AM a good friend and i could be a fantastic lover if given the chance.
I guess my time hasn't come yet, hopefully soon, and that would make me happy, even more than i am right now.
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OT: My cell phone is at the point of functioning no more, time to try and get another one, maybe my family has a spare, even if its old and black and white!