May 12, 2005 20:36
so you might not think i care
cause i never show it
and i trick myself and everyone else into thinking im just a cold hearted selfish bitch
but really i care more than you'll ever know
and im sensitive to the point where i feel your pain
i dont believe in god or even praying at that
cause i feel its weak and shows that you worship someoen else to fix your life
but tonight ill pray for a friend
to no god in particular
for she needs it right now
shes one of the most beautiful people ive ever met inside and out
and im truly saddened at her current position
no one should ever have to go throguh what she is right now
tonight ill pray for her recovery
for hers sisters recovery
and her mothers
someone up there knows how much they are grieving as do i
for ive never seen anyone cry without actually crying
if you could just say a pray for her recovery
just mention her
she needs it more than you do
dont be selfish
i never pray
but if i care enough about you
you'll be one of the lucky few i do pray for
<3