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[bangbangyoudie]

it feels like no matter where i go im not good enough and i fuck things up for everyone else.

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[forthisone]

y do u think your not good enough do u realize ur still in new york theres nothing good in new york instead of being deppressed try to think of better things, even though things dont work the way you want all the time things will get better once you leave new york, maybe instead of worring about what will happen you should live by the day not the year, my dear , just remember im here for you .it seems like te past few days we have been playin phone tag.sorry bout that.i have to work tonite but if you have to talk just call me sometime today.ive been trying to get you work at ma ma marias but they dont need anymore halp right now but he said if i satrt buting tables or waitressing he may hire you if your still looking for work.......... i hope your day gets better,if i get off ealry tonite ill give you a call buti usually dont get home until late,hope your day gets better lots of love tara

[bangbangyoudie]

she told me to come in tonight, i may be busing tables..

theres plenty of good things in new york. im not leaving for a couple years anyway..

i just need my own place.

[forthisone]

yea i guess your right thats hot so ill see you there good luck what time ru going in?

[bangbangyoudie]

around 6pm probably..

[forthisone]

i cant wait to leave ny which hopefully will be soon

[bangbangyoudie]

NY isnt my problem.. but i should be getting my own place soon, and then things will be fine. yea, i love NY.. im gonna move eventually, but for now traveling on breaks is good enough for me.

[bangbangyoudie]

ive been thinking. its not new york. a different place isnt going to solve anything. the grass is always greener. anyone who thinks that moving to another place is going to fix your life, well i think their wrong. happiness and all the junk comes from within. yay.