bleed, bleed, and perhaps you might just bleed out.

Feb 23, 2009 20:33

You think you're the only one hurting.
You think that I'm the criminal because I'm the one who hurt you.
Truth is baby, you're the one who hurt you.
You drove me to do what I had to do.
Self-preservation. Its not a crime.
Maybe I'm trying to justify things for myself in my heart and my head.
It was a self action, a choice.
But self defense isn't something I should be held accountable for now.
Its like our two years of hard work and trust never existed.
Void. Denied. Rejected.
You don't take into consideration my heart.
My sad lonley little heart that got crushed in the beginning.
Someone had to put it back together for us to enjoy the last two years we shared in harmonious bliss.
HE paid the price for our happiness.
Everyone is hurting. Everyone is paying the price.
Would everyone else had been better off if the price had been my little trampled heart?
I'm still paying the price for all this.
I paid before, I paid then, and I'm still paying now.
Was any of this worth it?! WAS IT?!
Should I just pick up the check? Pay the rest in full?
If I left you now baby, would your heart mend? Would his?
I only have enough for one more run, one more try.
I'm wearing thin.
No one to help. No one who'll listen. No one to care.
I'm still here, a twice trampled heart: bleeding, hurting, dying.
Why won't it just die already?
It's done nothing but cause me grief, trouble, work, and pain.
Why can't it just die?
I just want it end..
all of it.
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