Holy shit!!! Why did this have to happen?!
Ahhhhhhhhhhh....yesterday was the worst day of my life...and the scariest.Chris had to go to the hospital becasue he went into convulsions and couldnt talk or move, he did some shit and took some pills.I waited at the hospital for 8 hours before they funally decided to tell me what the fuck was going to happen to him. He's alive thank god but if they brought him in any later he would have been dead! wtf. I thank sean, jessica and amanda so much for being there when all this shit happened and i want to say thank you to patrick for taking me to the hospital i appreciate you guys being there by my side.
Chris lost alot of brain cells and his liver is totally fucked but he'll be alright thank god.He can talk perfectly normal and he's still as smart as can be but he needs to get some sleep from all the shit that hes been doing.The whole time i was at the hospital he didnt even know i was there and he didnt even know who anyone was.I was so glad to finally go in and see him ...he had this big smile on his face when i walked into the room and he begged me not to leave as the nurse pushed me out the fucking door. The nall this shit happened but they let him go home in the end and i got to talk to him and he started to cry.
I dont know if anyone of you could know how it feels to almost lose the love of your life. I dont even want you to know how it feels. Im so fucking glad he's okay...but the thing is they are making him go to a rehab center for god knows how long and what the fuck am i supposed to do then? I dont even know if they will let me visit him.Hopefully he'll put me down as a family member or something.He's so upset he thinks i wont wait for him while hes in that place. Fuck yes i will. hes my boy for life im here for him no matter what the fuck happens,. it's almost been 7 months im not giving up on him., i swear i love this boy more then i love myself. i will do anything for him and he should know that.
Yea thats my story.....im so close to just fucking die.
Chris lost alot of brain cells and his liver is totally fucked but he'll be alright thank god.He can talk perfectly normal and he's still as smart as can be but he needs to get some sleep from all the shit that hes been doing.The whole time i was at the hospital he didnt even know i was there and he didnt even know who anyone was.I was so glad to finally go in and see him ...he had this big smile on his face when i walked into the room and he begged me not to leave as the nurse pushed me out the fucking door. The nall this shit happened but they let him go home in the end and i got to talk to him and he started to cry.
I dont know if anyone of you could know how it feels to almost lose the love of your life. I dont even want you to know how it feels. Im so fucking glad he's okay...but the thing is they are making him go to a rehab center for god knows how long and what the fuck am i supposed to do then? I dont even know if they will let me visit him.Hopefully he'll put me down as a family member or something.He's so upset he thinks i wont wait for him while hes in that place. Fuck yes i will. hes my boy for life im here for him no matter what the fuck happens,. it's almost been 7 months im not giving up on him., i swear i love this boy more then i love myself. i will do anything for him and he should know that.
Yea thats my story.....im so close to just fucking die.