Dear Diary,
Every boyfriend ive had or will ever have...i have/will cheat on with jonathon fraklin martin bublah. I dont know why, i just cant resist him. Its horrible, its not that i want to cheat, maybe the fact that i want to be with jon and sleeping with him is the closest ill ever get to being with him. Im so in love with him and nobody understands just how much, he makes me feel so good about myself and he makes me so happy. I can never stay mad at him.
hopeless.
hopeless.