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ok so its been a while but i've been busy i guess you could say
ive been thinking alot lately...ive been thinking of kathryn soo much. its crazy how much i miss her but at the same time how she lives 5 minutes away from my house and i could go see her. i kinda wish things were different like she didnt get to be closer to Kate than me or that i didnt go out with john the freak and make her feel weird around me. im really upset that were not best friends anymore and its kinda cause lately ive been losing friends by the second...jenna...but no one likes her...and other people. yes i get to be the loner again!
i cant wait to go to montauk its gonna be soo much fun. I really wanna get tan before i go back to school so this is a good oportunity to do so. A big plus is that i wont have to hang out with my family the whole time...kel is gonna be there too and ill make friends...kinda like how i did in Binghamton. hehe
i have some kind of salt meeting tonight and i dont really wanna go. i have to meet my freshman and tell them stuff and i dunno its gay but i have to do it. hopefully my friends will be there so i wont be too bad.
tomorrow meg is possibly gonna have a bbq and like and lnb reunion which is really cool bc i havent seen my lnb in a while...
im debating whether or not i wanna do xc...i dont like it but ill keep me in shape for track...i dunno what to do because i hate hate hate delia with a passion and hope she burns and dies in hell and shes like a coach so ... grrr i dunno what to do
ok...im out like a fat kid playing dodgeball