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yeah, don't bother i guess.
i'm not worth it anyway.
oh wow why am i so dependant?
this is me vulnerable.
this is me fucking retarded fucking fuck fuck hate my fucking head need fucking medication no i fucking dont.
oh make it fucking better, mama. oh fucking die ok. i see.
why am i so bitter, still?
it's not her fault.
it's not her fault.
it's entirely her fucking fault she fucking left me thought i could do ok on my own i fucking can't.
thought daddy would be there for me fuck no. fuck no. go swallow your fucking pills and fuck your ugly wife, daddy, 'cause i don't fucking need you i fucking do.
fucking just fucking hold me and tell me that it's all gonna be ok. that's all i fucking want and you'd think it wouldn't be too much to fucking as for but i can't ever have that she's gone she's gone she's not fucking coming back.
just hold me and tell me everything's gonna be ok. i need this i need this and i fucking need it fucking can't have it fuck.
i'm not worth it anyway.
oh wow why am i so dependant?
this is me vulnerable.
this is me fucking retarded fucking fuck fuck hate my fucking head need fucking medication no i fucking dont.
oh make it fucking better, mama. oh fucking die ok. i see.
why am i so bitter, still?
it's not her fault.
it's not her fault.
it's entirely her fucking fault she fucking left me thought i could do ok on my own i fucking can't.
thought daddy would be there for me fuck no. fuck no. go swallow your fucking pills and fuck your ugly wife, daddy, 'cause i don't fucking need you i fucking do.
fucking just fucking hold me and tell me that it's all gonna be ok. that's all i fucking want and you'd think it wouldn't be too much to fucking as for but i can't ever have that she's gone she's gone she's not fucking coming back.
just hold me and tell me everything's gonna be ok. i need this i need this and i fucking need it fucking can't have it fuck.