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Nov 17, 2009 23:14

oh livejournal.
I log into you maybe once a year, and when I go back and read through what I have posted it all seems so silly. 2009 has drastically changed my life.
updates.
im in college
mikes in the army
were still together after all this time.
I lost the one friend I thought would remain in my life forever
My sisters pregnant, due on Jan 28th haylee robin maloney<3
and hey, i honestly couldn't be happier.
I wish mike was around a lot of the time, but we make the long distance work. I never thought it was going to be much of a problem, there are some days when I dont know how to get by but mostly I know that if we want to be together bad enough, and if we fight for it we will make it. Im so proud of him and all that he does, i couldnt feel happier with anyone else. We almost have a year down and then threee to go.
college on the other hand, is fantastic. What a change from highschool. I've met some awesome people, but no one like my packk at home. College has honestly showed me that those kids will forever remain in my life, no matter how much time we spend apart when we reunite the feeling is unexplainable. Its weird, i forgot how comfortable it is when all your friends know everything about you. They know my good my bad my in between and love me anyway. What I found in highschool was rare, and i know that and i hope we just all realize and keep it with us for...forever. &&then well ive lost a few along the way, for the better i believe. It upsets me more than you'd think, but when I honestly get down to the bottom of it. I know im better off. I think its just the comfort of having that person, not the actual person themself. Come January im going to be a godmother, and hopefully the coolest aunt ever. I cannot wait till Haylee is here, someone to add to my amazing family. I need this i think, i want another sole person in my life and i cannot wait to revolve most of my time and paychecks on her. i cant wait to meet you babygirl<3.
well this has been quite the update, hopefully next time ill have more life changing things to share.
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