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i love you guys. seriously. it's like we can all go our seperate ways. but once we need eachother, we will drop everything and do what need be. i took off work all weekend and spent most of my time up in k-town and marrrrietta with the crew. this past weekend was pretty intense. but we have eachother and instead of moping around and being depressed, we know the best thing for us is to remember the good times and enjoy eachothers company. lifts eachother's spirits.
the one thing that did bother me is that i don't know how many of my other friends would be willing to do so. if something drastic happened, how many of my friends would care? drop everything and get together? it kind of saddens me. sure we've all gone on different paths, but thats no reason not to be there for eachother when one of us needs it. but perhaps i'm underestimating. i hope so.
in other news, a couple of weeks ago i got a ticket for going 82 in a 55 on 75S. that's 27 over. i called in about it and they didn't give me the option of just paying the ticket. instead i have to go to court. i don't want to go to court. what a bummer. my court date is on february 28 at 8:30am in marietta. god, i hope i don't get my license taken away. it's my first offense so hopefully i'll get a fine and defensive driving or something. if i do get it taken away, that completely voids out the option of moving to charleston this summer.
right now, i'm in a pickle over what i'm going to do with myself over the summer. either i move to charleston in early june, find an apartment, roommate, and job. and if i don't get a scholarship, i'll be able to take 2 courses a semester at college of charleston through government loans. or i stay here in georgia, work and save up money. possibly go to australia this summer via a student volunteer program. and attend georgia state again next year and either transfer to charleston or uga. buh. i'm weighing my options but i think feb 28 will help a lot in the decision process.
i feel like i'm ready to get into another relationship. right after ryan, a relationship was the last thing i wanted. and that's why dusty and i started dating, neither of us wanted a relationship and we enjoy eachother. i feel like i'm ready for a relationship but that's not my top priority. i know i'm not going to have a relationship with dusty, which isn't at all bothersome. i think it actually helps me. this way, i'm happy with dating him and i'm not looking for a relationship and i'm not intending on rushing into anything. but since we're dating, my options can be open.
i think i'm starting to grow out of livejournal. i hardly ever check it anymore. i'm more myspace/facebook oriented now. haha. (((internet whoredom)))
the one thing that did bother me is that i don't know how many of my other friends would be willing to do so. if something drastic happened, how many of my friends would care? drop everything and get together? it kind of saddens me. sure we've all gone on different paths, but thats no reason not to be there for eachother when one of us needs it. but perhaps i'm underestimating. i hope so.
in other news, a couple of weeks ago i got a ticket for going 82 in a 55 on 75S. that's 27 over. i called in about it and they didn't give me the option of just paying the ticket. instead i have to go to court. i don't want to go to court. what a bummer. my court date is on february 28 at 8:30am in marietta. god, i hope i don't get my license taken away. it's my first offense so hopefully i'll get a fine and defensive driving or something. if i do get it taken away, that completely voids out the option of moving to charleston this summer.
right now, i'm in a pickle over what i'm going to do with myself over the summer. either i move to charleston in early june, find an apartment, roommate, and job. and if i don't get a scholarship, i'll be able to take 2 courses a semester at college of charleston through government loans. or i stay here in georgia, work and save up money. possibly go to australia this summer via a student volunteer program. and attend georgia state again next year and either transfer to charleston or uga. buh. i'm weighing my options but i think feb 28 will help a lot in the decision process.
i feel like i'm ready to get into another relationship. right after ryan, a relationship was the last thing i wanted. and that's why dusty and i started dating, neither of us wanted a relationship and we enjoy eachother. i feel like i'm ready for a relationship but that's not my top priority. i know i'm not going to have a relationship with dusty, which isn't at all bothersome. i think it actually helps me. this way, i'm happy with dating him and i'm not looking for a relationship and i'm not intending on rushing into anything. but since we're dating, my options can be open.
i think i'm starting to grow out of livejournal. i hardly ever check it anymore. i'm more myspace/facebook oriented now. haha. (((internet whoredom)))