Apr 09, 2005 23:24
i feel emotionally drained ...
i just ... always cry =[
fuckin` horrible, yesterday i cried about 10 times throughout tha day
today, all day ive been crying
like, thursday i cried all day
god dayum
i want just one fucking day where i dont get upset or fuckin` cry
its so annoying,& i hate it, & i know it annoys othah people too
&& i hate tha feeling, like he doesnt love me =[
how, he likes her... i wanna believe him so bad, i do believe him actually but then theres this part of me, saying " what if ... " but, then im like nahh niggaaa
but um, ed bought me checkered vans last night =]
♥ ♥ ♥
a size 3 =/ but whatev, i love em
& stole me a strawberry shortcake bracelet ♥ &
THE i CAN MAKE A MESS LiKE NOBODiES BUSiNESS CD =O =]
i love him sOo much << hahaa OoOoO
i was fuckin` punished today >=O
i tried ta kill my mom twice today
kayyy byeee