I'm back at fucking square One once again
I shouldn't have gotten so excited
I shouldn't have asked you so much about him
I shouldn't have expected anything.... at all
I never should.
Every guy is the same, at least in the sense that
none of them will ever like me.
I shouldn't be as sad as I am, but I can't help it
It all seemed to real
I thought I might just have a chance with a great guy
And that was the best feeling in the world
So thats why I'm sitting here.. with a ball in the back of my throat
I really want to cry but I have no reason to
Cause now I realize everything is my fault
That just always seems to be the case
Go ahead, tell me you told me so. I really don't care
Tell me I'm an idiot, because I am
I've got to be an idiot
Not only do I still compare myself to the one that had you, but now I have to compare myself to the girl who got there the millisecond before I did.
I shouldn't have asked you so much about him
I shouldn't have expected anything.... at all
I never should.
Every guy is the same, at least in the sense that
none of them will ever like me.
I shouldn't be as sad as I am, but I can't help it
It all seemed to real
I thought I might just have a chance with a great guy
And that was the best feeling in the world
So thats why I'm sitting here.. with a ball in the back of my throat
I really want to cry but I have no reason to
Cause now I realize everything is my fault
That just always seems to be the case
Go ahead, tell me you told me so. I really don't care
Tell me I'm an idiot, because I am
I've got to be an idiot
Not only do I still compare myself to the one that had you, but now I have to compare myself to the girl who got there the millisecond before I did.