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Its the holiday season and I feel like theres too much hope and optimism in the air to be upset about anything for long. I realize that means that when I do get upset they're intense little fits, but as of lately I've been alright with how life's been going. I know that one more week and things will be superb and I can get that mental break I really need.
things i really like right now:
~My french friend, Severine, who I miss a lot! Even though we've never actually met in person, we've been correspondents for awhile and I feel like we're really getting to know each other. She likes me for my weirdness because after all I am her sand + cookie monster.
~Learning that there are people I really look up to and what traits I find attractive about them
~The OC because it makes me feel good when I watch it
~learning i can be myself and feel totally comfortable about it, i find that true especially with katie who threw a relaxed sleepover
~Wanting to learn things, thinking more about my future and trying not to put things off until the last minute
So its a monday tomorrow and so the torture begins tomorrow, but I'm ready for the challenge, I'm ready for the sleep-deprivedness and feeling miserable for one week if it means that I'm going to have an awesome two weeks following that. And it better be a jampacked two weeks too. In fact, lets forget about previous plans of hibernation, I want to have fun over break. Mmhm. I need to make my life better.
And I really have to admit it just hit me: I really AM better off without this one person as frequent in my life. So this is a note to anyone who feels like theres this one person that they'll be heartbroken over forever. Time does heal most wounds and as most things are meant to, you adapt and you move on with your life which doesnt necessarily mean forgetting.
things i really like right now:
~My french friend, Severine, who I miss a lot! Even though we've never actually met in person, we've been correspondents for awhile and I feel like we're really getting to know each other. She likes me for my weirdness because after all I am her sand + cookie monster.
~Learning that there are people I really look up to and what traits I find attractive about them
~The OC because it makes me feel good when I watch it
~learning i can be myself and feel totally comfortable about it, i find that true especially with katie who threw a relaxed sleepover
~Wanting to learn things, thinking more about my future and trying not to put things off until the last minute
So its a monday tomorrow and so the torture begins tomorrow, but I'm ready for the challenge, I'm ready for the sleep-deprivedness and feeling miserable for one week if it means that I'm going to have an awesome two weeks following that. And it better be a jampacked two weeks too. In fact, lets forget about previous plans of hibernation, I want to have fun over break. Mmhm. I need to make my life better.
And I really have to admit it just hit me: I really AM better off without this one person as frequent in my life. So this is a note to anyone who feels like theres this one person that they'll be heartbroken over forever. Time does heal most wounds and as most things are meant to, you adapt and you move on with your life which doesnt necessarily mean forgetting.