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It's been a while since I've been the one looking after the drunkard. This must be how my little brother felt....
Though it was amusing as hell seeing Sana in such a state. You should do it more often. And don't worry, Atobe. You're getting him back in one piece.
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Almost didn't, though.... I'm glad he was such a heavy sleeper... and so drunk... They weren't really kisses... were they? There were a couple to his lips... what else was I meant to do when I couldn't sleep and I had his face right there in front of mine? He doesn't remember anything I said, at least... It was hard enough admitting to myself that i missed him... missed him like I don't normally miss anyone... and that diva... I can see why he's with him though... he has everything... the mansions, the cars, the name.... the ability to give Sana anything he desires... and what do I have....?
....barely enough to keep my apartment is what I have....I can work a few hours every nigh now without worrying so much about Dyas... but that only gives me enough money for rent... plus payments for Dyas's vet bill and the food he needs for his leg... and his medication... I don't even have enough for food... nothing more than instant noodles, at least.. it's something...
I'm used to being without money but.... fuck I hate being poor, sometimes... maybe if dad hadn't fallen out with his family... we'd actually have money to be able to live... i wouldn't feel so guilty asking to borrow money... I'd actually... have a proper chance...
Though it was amusing as hell seeing Sana in such a state. You should do it more often. And don't worry, Atobe. You're getting him back in one piece.
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Almost didn't, though.... I'm glad he was such a heavy sleeper... and so drunk... They weren't really kisses... were they? There were a couple to his lips... what else was I meant to do when I couldn't sleep and I had his face right there in front of mine? He doesn't remember anything I said, at least... It was hard enough admitting to myself that i missed him... missed him like I don't normally miss anyone... and that diva... I can see why he's with him though... he has everything... the mansions, the cars, the name.... the ability to give Sana anything he desires... and what do I have....?
....barely enough to keep my apartment is what I have....I can work a few hours every nigh now without worrying so much about Dyas... but that only gives me enough money for rent... plus payments for Dyas's vet bill and the food he needs for his leg... and his medication... I don't even have enough for food... nothing more than instant noodles, at least.. it's something...
I'm used to being without money but.... fuck I hate being poor, sometimes... maybe if dad hadn't fallen out with his family... we'd actually have money to be able to live... i wouldn't feel so guilty asking to borrow money... I'd actually... have a proper chance...