Well now
Okay . . . so because she is in the process of moving, she is not on aim or anything very often. I decided that I should go ahead and tell her before i talked myself out of it. Which in hindsight, may not have been the best way to go about it . . . but oh well, done is done.
So this was her response: "i uh.....wow andrew. that was really deep, thank you for sharing all of that with me as im sure it wasn't easy at all to let me know how u really felt for me. and i don't really know what to say back...but just to throw it out there, i don't see u as anything more than a good friend. but that also does not mean things will get weird between us since i have gained this new knowledge. ok? ummmmmm....i'm still kinda like wow! so i will write more later on when i can gather my thoughts about all that... but i hope u feel better after getting all of that out :-) "
So yeah, that's pretty dissapointing. But atleast part of me expected it. So i feel kinda better for just getting it out there . . . but at the same time, i don't feel kinda better, so i guess i feel about the same?
I have stupid thoughts going through my head about trying to "fight" for her somehow . . . but i am good friends with her, and i feel as if that would just ruin the friendship. Maybe i missed my window, maybe she just really is not and never was interested. Oh well, as i said, done is done, can't go back. Live, learn, and move on.
So this was her response: "i uh.....wow andrew. that was really deep, thank you for sharing all of that with me as im sure it wasn't easy at all to let me know how u really felt for me. and i don't really know what to say back...but just to throw it out there, i don't see u as anything more than a good friend. but that also does not mean things will get weird between us since i have gained this new knowledge. ok? ummmmmm....i'm still kinda like wow! so i will write more later on when i can gather my thoughts about all that... but i hope u feel better after getting all of that out :-) "
So yeah, that's pretty dissapointing. But atleast part of me expected it. So i feel kinda better for just getting it out there . . . but at the same time, i don't feel kinda better, so i guess i feel about the same?
I have stupid thoughts going through my head about trying to "fight" for her somehow . . . but i am good friends with her, and i feel as if that would just ruin the friendship. Maybe i missed my window, maybe she just really is not and never was interested. Oh well, as i said, done is done, can't go back. Live, learn, and move on.