odd dream
dream: wed night/thurs morning 26/27 April, before 3:30am
running from the Russians down streams and creeks. at night, taking shelter in trees etc. until I realize that people leave their houses unlocked and I can sleep in the closets, standing in the corners far from the doors all hidden in the clothes. one day I meet this other girl in the same closet, doing the same thing, except she is really loud and I’m scared that she’ll get us caught (and presumably killed)
so I keep telling her to shut up, wait to talk until the morning. then we’re in germany, and now it makes more sense because we’re jewish and we’re avoiding nazis. I have a friend (who is basically kai chyuan) at a german university, so we meet up with him and try to just blend in. we walk through campus a little bit, and it's surprisingly like ucla. we go by the art library on the way to the food court, and i mention how easy it would be to live in the library for a while. at this point, i start to recognize the girl I’m with as someone i know in real life, but I can’t remember who she is. me and the girl and kai chyuan are at a food court commons which is downstairs, but still outside. it’s raining and it’s an open-air thing, but we don’t care. I apparently don’t want any food, because I’m not eating when my mom and dad call me, asking about classes, specifically pre-med ones, and which of them I’ve already taken. I try to answer them quickly and quietly, because I’m afraid that if people hear my voice, I’ll get in trouble/get caught by the nazis. then my mom goes, oh, I hate stairs… so I look up and she’s at the top of this medium flight of stairs at the opposite end of the dining commons. and she says …but I’m coming down anyway (and she’s pregnant). I go, oh no, don’t do that, I’ll be right up because it’s rainy and I don’t want her to slip. I think daddy was behind her.
then I woke up because of the goddamn neighbors and their music. this dream was weird. but i wanted to see where it went.
oh well. at least i can work on my papers.
running from the Russians down streams and creeks. at night, taking shelter in trees etc. until I realize that people leave their houses unlocked and I can sleep in the closets, standing in the corners far from the doors all hidden in the clothes. one day I meet this other girl in the same closet, doing the same thing, except she is really loud and I’m scared that she’ll get us caught (and presumably killed)
so I keep telling her to shut up, wait to talk until the morning. then we’re in germany, and now it makes more sense because we’re jewish and we’re avoiding nazis. I have a friend (who is basically kai chyuan) at a german university, so we meet up with him and try to just blend in. we walk through campus a little bit, and it's surprisingly like ucla. we go by the art library on the way to the food court, and i mention how easy it would be to live in the library for a while. at this point, i start to recognize the girl I’m with as someone i know in real life, but I can’t remember who she is. me and the girl and kai chyuan are at a food court commons which is downstairs, but still outside. it’s raining and it’s an open-air thing, but we don’t care. I apparently don’t want any food, because I’m not eating when my mom and dad call me, asking about classes, specifically pre-med ones, and which of them I’ve already taken. I try to answer them quickly and quietly, because I’m afraid that if people hear my voice, I’ll get in trouble/get caught by the nazis. then my mom goes, oh, I hate stairs… so I look up and she’s at the top of this medium flight of stairs at the opposite end of the dining commons. and she says …but I’m coming down anyway (and she’s pregnant). I go, oh no, don’t do that, I’ll be right up because it’s rainy and I don’t want her to slip. I think daddy was behind her.
then I woke up because of the goddamn neighbors and their music. this dream was weird. but i wanted to see where it went.
oh well. at least i can work on my papers.