neverending story
it seems like all the drama and stupid shit will never end i swear! I was so hopeful that if everyone got away from each other for a while that things would cool off and every one would go back to band better than they left. i was very very very wrong. it seems like everyone is just getting madder than ever. everyone i talked to only got upset with me about it. i just want to solve everything before it affects the band like it did last year, i really mean well. but it seems like whenever i try to help people get mad and things get worse. i don't know if i should bother trying any more, but i want to and it;s my job i think , at least thats what ms b told me... to solve whatever i could before she has to. i don't know. i;m not meaning to upset people i just want to solve stuff. i;m not sure what it;s going to take to make everything better and bring things back to the way they were before last year. i keep asking hortie what i;m supposed to do or just tell me to give up and say the hell with it all, i'm sure he;s probably sick of hearing about it by now. i don't want to give up and i don't want to say the hell with it, this band has been basically my life for the past three almost four years. maybe thats the problem , they say that the group is the reflection of its leader...maybe i;m the reason everyone hates eachother. i don;t know if anyone has any suggestions about what i can do to pull everyone together i would love to hear them.