Sometimes you just have to laugh...
Life is funny, isn't it? I walked into my pig sty of a room this afternoon and I was gonna write on here about how I lost the promise ring Keith gave me and for everyone to keep any eye out for it. I'm glad I bit my tounge because I found it today!!!!!! Not to mention, my room is no longer a pig sty. It is AMAZING what shelves can do to your room.
On to weirder things...
I have NO idea what has been going on with me lately. I have just felt so weird. I don't feel like I belong to my body. (Does that make sense?) My self-image is way different than reality and I feel like it is throwing me off. For example, when I am walking, strolling, minding my own business I "imagine" my self as thin with longer hair... you know. When I look at myself in the mirror I feel, for lack of a better word, shocked. I don't feel like I'm 202 lbs. In retrospect, I sound really whiny. When I was planning this out in my head, it seemed deeper. Don't ya just hate that?
I mean, am I making any sense? Can anyone empathize or even sympathize?
It is my goal this year to loose a significant amount of weight. I'm going to give up the sodas, I'm going to gradually give up meat, I'm going to eat at home as much as possible and avoid fast food places, and I'm going to put my nose to the grind stone and get off of my ass. I have spoken with some people about doing a class at the rec center. I figured it couldn't hurt. Even if they don't do it, I'm gonna. I think it'll be fun.
To make a long story short, I don't feel like Natalie. I'm just not feeling like my normal self. It just doesn't seem very right. I appreciate all advice or anything else. :)
--Natalie
On to weirder things...
I have NO idea what has been going on with me lately. I have just felt so weird. I don't feel like I belong to my body. (Does that make sense?) My self-image is way different than reality and I feel like it is throwing me off. For example, when I am walking, strolling, minding my own business I "imagine" my self as thin with longer hair... you know. When I look at myself in the mirror I feel, for lack of a better word, shocked. I don't feel like I'm 202 lbs. In retrospect, I sound really whiny. When I was planning this out in my head, it seemed deeper. Don't ya just hate that?
I mean, am I making any sense? Can anyone empathize or even sympathize?
It is my goal this year to loose a significant amount of weight. I'm going to give up the sodas, I'm going to gradually give up meat, I'm going to eat at home as much as possible and avoid fast food places, and I'm going to put my nose to the grind stone and get off of my ass. I have spoken with some people about doing a class at the rec center. I figured it couldn't hurt. Even if they don't do it, I'm gonna. I think it'll be fun.
To make a long story short, I don't feel like Natalie. I'm just not feeling like my normal self. It just doesn't seem very right. I appreciate all advice or anything else. :)
--Natalie